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Guest Nostros

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Hello!

I guess this is where we introduce ourselves, so, Hi! I live in a small country of Lithuania (that's in Europe, next to Russia and Poland in case you would be wondering) I am 18 years old, male (for now heh) I was not born transgendered. I was made so when some sadistic pedophile raped me when I was 9 years old - ever since then I wished to be a girl, because I hated, or atleast dissliked all the guys, including myself. I am pretty happy now and made peace with myself, and I don't wish to change anything about myself now, I never went to a therapist or psichologist about that, or didn't even tell anyone I was raped for many years, it might have helped back then, but it's all good now.:D I do not feel like a girl Inside almost at all probably, I identify myself as a guy inside. I only want to change my outside into female, so I can be happy about myself, that I wouldn't see male in the mirror. Well, don't really know what else to add.: )

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Guest Donna Jean

Guest Donna Jean

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Good morning, Nostros...

Welcome to the Playground....

Let me offer you some nice hot coco and a plate of Sally's sugar cookies...then we'll sit by a nice warm fire.....OK?

You sound as if you know where you need to be and that is wonderful...So many people tend to go too far one way or the other.....I stayed in a male body WAY too long because it was expected of me...but I wasn't being true to myself.....

It sounds as if you had some hard times, Hon...I hope all of that is better for you now....

Let's get you all comfortable and watch for the others to stop by and welcome you, too!

I want you to feel safe here....because it is! We all share our troubles, fears and joys!

Nice to have you here, Nostros!

XXOO

Donna Jean

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Sally Gold Member

Sally

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Hi Nostros,

I see that you have met Donna Jean, she's a wonderful lady and like me waited way too long to live our lives for ourselves.

I do believe that you are the first Lithuanian that I have spoken to in the forums.

I am so sorry that you have had such troubles in your young life but in some ways trials like these can make you stronger - you seem to have developed a strong sense of self and that is very good.

We are all here for each other, for support, answers and just friendship - they are all wonderful thing.

So, welcome to the forums.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Nostros

Guest Nostros

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Thanks for the warm welcome! :)

Let me offer you some nice hot coco and a plate of Sally's sugar cookies...then we'll sit by a nice warm fire.....OK?

That sounds like a dream... :rolleyes:

I do believe that you are the first Lithuanian that I have spoken to in the forums.

I almost think I'm the only Lithuanian mtf at all O.o I mean i searched everywhereee I just couldn't find any at all! which sucks. It's a small country, only 3mil people living here.

Well I've been on HRT for maybe 2 months now, I think it's going great, gave butt and hips fast! :o:D

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Sally Gold Member

Sally

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Well, you are not alone here.

Very cute pictures, you are doing very well.

You will notice that there are some very close friends here - Donna Jean referred to my sugar cookies like we got together and made cocoa and cookies in the same kitchen and we feel so close that it seems like we do, but in fact we live several states away from each other and have never physically been in the same location.

I have other friends here like that, you'll meet Elizabeth K pretty soon - just call her Lizzy she's gotten used to it!

There are to many to mention by name we all feel so close, I have sisters and brothers, neices and nephews, even a son and daughter here on the site - non of us are related in actuality but it seems that way.

So when you here from Zabrak, Kelly Ann, mia 1, Jackson, Evan_J, amie, Naomi Stardust, Suzie CH, Skyy, Leo and dozens more be nice - they are family.

You are never alone here.

Love ya,

Sally

By the way never make a list - I'm sure that I left out some very important people, but the forum has limited space and on my profile the friends page is 2 pages long so I really am leaving out a lot of names - just know that they all mean so much to me and they will to you too, very soon.

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Guest Elizabeth K

Guest Elizabeth K

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WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME

Statistically - if your country is typical in transgender distribution like the USA, you should have about 8 1/2 people in three million. I suppose the 1/2 would be a vertically challenged person.

That includes MTF and FTM = 4 MTF as you are, all age range - and only 1/3rd would be in transition - so statistically you could either be the only MTF in transition or there may be another like you.

That's just a statistical model based upon 100,000 in the USA of a population of 350 million.

Interesting

So hello, glad to met you!

Lizzy (one in a hundred thousand!)

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Guest Nostros

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That includes MTF and FTM = 4 MTF as you are, all age range - and only 1/3rd would be in transition - so statistically you could either be the only MTF in transition or there may be another like you.

O yeah, There was one FTM on the news here, she wanted to become a man but it's against the laws here or something like that, and they were not going to change the law just for only one person, so the goverment payed her 40000ltl (which is about 15000usd)

So, I guess I can't change my gender from "M" to "F" in the passport too if I don't move to somewhere else. But I don't care about changing that, I enjoy beeing male inside, female outside as I am. ^^

and Thanks. :)

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Guest ~Brenda~

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Dear, Dear Nostros!!!

I am so sorry to hear about your tragic violation at such a young age!! You are soooo welcome here and I assure you that you are very safe!! Here, have a coke and some pizza (New Haven style). Dear, gender identity is who you are, not what happened to you. Take some time and think about differentiating the "event" from who you truely feel you are inside. This may require some professional assitance, but my dear listen to your heart!! You will know!!

Welcome honey,

We are all here for you!!

LOL

bernie

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Hello and welcome! It sounds like you've had some tough things happen. You're among friends here. Enjoy the cookies and the fire! We're a friendly bunch.

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Guest Little Sara

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Hello!

I guess this is where we introduce ourselves, so, Hi! I live in a small country of Lithuania (that's in Europe, next to Russia and Poland in case you would be wondering) I am 18 years old, male (for now heh) I was not born transgendered. I was made so when some sadistic pedophile raped me when I was 9 years old - ever since then I wished to be a girl, because I hated, or atleast dissliked all the guys, including myself. I am pretty happy now and made peace with myself, and I don't wish to change anything about myself now, I never went to a therapist or psichologist about that, or didn't even tell anyone I was raped for many years, it might have helped back then, but it's all good now.:D I do not feel like a girl Inside almost at all probably, I identify myself as a guy inside. I only want to change my outside into female, so I can be happy about myself, that I wouldn't see male in the mirror. Well, don't really know what else to add.: )

It seems you may be rationalizing certain things to not be responsible about transition yourself. But in the end it's nothing to feel guilty about.

Also it's not about how someone feels inside, like you could be very masculine and still want a female body.

Being trans is about having a desire to have a visibly male/female body (depending on direction) and being seen as such by others. It has very little to do with gender roles, wearing dresses, liking dolls or anything like that. That's just icing on the cake.

Anyways, welcome Nostros.

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Guest Naomi Stardust

Guest Naomi Stardust

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wow! i'm late...

anyway welcome to Laura's

looks like you're already at home here,

so um... uh carry on.. i guess...

nice pictures :D

Naomi

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Guest mia 1

Guest mia 1

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You're welcome and how are things in Vilnius rainy cold and snow I bet..welll the Balts will triumph and even though you think you are the first transgendered Balt I suggest you google transgendered community action groups in Lithuania. You will be happily surprised to find a group of loving and caring friensds....Mia

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