SEX DRIVE

[jody]

lol..theres a place for everybody....i worried at first but to be honest im supprized how many guys accept me. i suppose the easiest description is a ftm that had testosterone for a time but no surgery then decided to stop at that...i can tuck very convincingly and one guy i was with recently described me as the perfect combination lol..u have to be who u want to be not what others define...i get treated as ftm which suits me  fine,just want grs. why cant it be like the dentist,ring up,appointment next friday and done..

[jo jo]

Just now, jody said:

lol..theres a place for everybody....i worried at first but to be honest im supprized how many guys accept me. i suppose the easiest description is a ftm that had testosterone for a time but no surgery then decided to stop at that...i can tuck very convincingly and one guy i was with recently described me as the perfect combination lol..u have to be who u want to be not what others define...i get treated as ftm which suits me  fine,just want grs. why cant it be like the dentist,ring up,appointment next friday and done..

wishful thinking hun but its a long rocky road enjoy the journey also listen to the song by journey dont stop believing

[jo jo]

Just now, jody said:

they are like little puppies..want lots of attention and the odd treat lol

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[jody]

its annoying as doc said if u wana go private then we can make it a lot quicker..he agreed that with me it is body first then the rest will drop in..i have a block whilst still male bits.

[jo jo]

hun private route really expensive and plus you do need testosterone blockers n hormones let ur body fully feminize before surgery

[jody]

oh been on testosterone blockers ages,some other meds i take have similar effects to hormones which is why doc has hung back onthe hormones.. it the fact im skint. im rounded in a lot of the right places...the mental wise bit he said no prob infact not having surgery was not helping....u can reach a point of stalemate....wish the dam lottery numbers would come up

[BrandiBri]

I too, find the odor from down south is more female. Feminine Deodorant Spray (FDS) helps keep the odor down. I imagine that no one else notices, but I sure do!

As far as sex drive goes, I lost mine a long time ago, before I started hrt. The girls though, let me know they are there every day! Puberty at work!

[Janeshannon]

Do your find your desire to receive into your body sexually?  I know I am supposed to be the penetrated vs the penetrator.  I often feel I am missing a part of me which would allow a man into me.  Does anyone else feel this way?  One of my fears of HRT is that it will make these feelings worse. 

[ElissaMtF]

On ‎6‎/‎8‎/‎2018 at 5:43 PM, jody said:

oh i like a man lol..i know how to please one..last one said god ur better than the wife lol..

 

Haha we sound like-minded! I adore alpha-males too.

I love to nourish their masculinity with my femininity. 

Receiving a straight alpha-male in my body is heavenly. Especially if he is really dominant. 

[ElissaMtF]

On ‎6‎/‎20‎/‎2018 at 9:04 AM, Janeshannon said:

Do your find your desire to receive into your body sexually?  I know I am supposed to be the penetrated vs the penetrator.  I often feel I am missing a part of me which would allow a man into me.  Does anyone else feel this way?  One of my fears of HRT is that it will make these feelings worse. 

 

The desire to bottom becomes stronger on HRT in my experience. 

My penis feels completely useless to me. I have grown to hate it even more. My genital dysphoria increased severely. 

I watch much more straight porn now. I get jealous of the cis woman having a vagina in those videos. It triggers my dysphoria.