Regrets and Doubting

[Ned]

Maybe because my plans to move to the city where my friend lives wont happen now.  We have broken off our relationship.  But has anyone who has transitioned ever started feeling like it was a mistake.  Before I had become more and more disgusted with my body but recently Ive found myself yearning for my womanhood for lack of a better way to describe my feelings?  I think i miss the power or whatever it was that my female body got me?

[MarcieMarie12]

Doubting is normal. FOr me this was prevelant early on in my transition. I've also seen many in the trans community detransition not ofr how they identify but because of social pressure from family or because they are worried about their careers.

[Jani]

Are your feelings more a result of the change in the relationship and your life plans?  This kind of change can always cause us to question our selves.  As to missing the power that you possessed as a female, we all give up something when we transition, but we do gain something in return.  Maybe you haven't gotten to that point yet. 

 

Jani

[Ned]

Thanks Im just struggling with how my life has become now.