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Raven1981

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Looking through my pictures and it is hard for me to even find my old boy pictures.  There is not many pictures of when I was a boy, I was always afraid of getting my picture taken and now I love getting my picture taken.  But I have found a picture of me back in 1999 before transitioning and hormones and wondering if I have changed and can it be seen.  I know that I am so much more happier and confident and comfortable with myself.  What are others thoughts.

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You've definitely changed! The individual changes are really subtle, but the overall difference is night and day. It's kind of fascinating how subtle the changes usually are yet how clear of a difference they make anyway.

 

I learned this lesson in such an awkward way, when I went through my first couple years of HRT, none of my coworkers seemed to notice or mention any of the changes as they were happening (except for the occasional confused glance at my chest when my jacket would fall open too much). I even got a comment about how I've "always" been so baby-faced and smooth-skinned (even though that for sure had NOT "always" been the case). Then an old picture of me from before I had started HRT was posted on our employee portal for all to see, and I thought it was going to out me for sure because of how obvious the differences were to me, yet no one who had been working with me back when the picture was taken seemed to notice any of the differences and they didn't say anything. But when one of my newer coworkers saw it, she mentioned that I looked... different... in that picture. I tried to play it off and said "yeah, my hair was different back then" and she said "no, you looked... different." I was like, "? Haha! That's weird! I don't know why that could be... ?"

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Been practicing with contouring and my eyes even more.  I am getting better at contouring.  I have come along ways.  I love how contouring can have my face look more feminine.

 

 

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Yes, you have changed, and in very many good ways.  The happiness you feel I can see in your eyes and your smile, and you look great.  Congrats!

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

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