Manic/Depressant?

[ShawnaLeigh]

So I obviously plan to ask about and discuss this with my therapist but that's on Friday.

I believe I am experiencing this and I do not know what to think or do about it.

I am not even sure if this is what's happening but I seem to be fitting the bill lately.

 

Super high on life, being me, and cant stop smiling to depressed and crying 15 minutes later.  For no obvious reasons.

Yes I recognize I have issues still and have keep things internalize forever and still letting all that out but I have always felt on a even plain and in control.  

PLEASE don't say it is hormones PLEASE!

I have been on HRT on and off for years and the last 6 months regularly and yes I do know that can effect mood and sensitivity to emotions but this is not that. In all that time I have never experienced this.

Anyone else dealing with this? 

 

[Emily michelle]

I do have similar issues but I’m not qualified to decide anything or offer much advice. My episode’s seems to be mostly rooted from my dysphoria. My therapist told me it is my dysphoria which it very well could be. Maybe yours could be related to dysphoria. I hope you are able to talk to your therapist and get it figured out. I’m sorry I’m not much help.

[ShawnaLeigh]

This is my total confusion on what's going on.  I am so happy to finally be me.  So thankful for being alive and to be the women I have dreamed about my whole life.  Its truly been a fairy tail come true.  My coming out and transition has been ridiculously easy and nothing but super positive and tons of love and acceptance.

Yes I am in a failing marriage but she and I have come to terms with this and talk a lot about it and how things are going. We are friends and working together to make this as easy and stress free as possible.  Well beyond out marriage we have plans to still be roommates and help each other out.  I'm not in stress or anguish over this at all.

Life is good all things considering.

Why can I be super high on life and then plummet into bouts of crying and sadness.  I can not even think of one reason to feel this way.

I don't like it to say the least and I certainly do not want this to effect my work or job.  Thank Goddess I wear waterproof mascara!

 

[Maddee]

I notice more extremes with emotion corresponding to the cycles of the moon, when it's close to full and also when no moon.

 

Also need waterproof mascara.