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Is this a dream?


Heather Shay

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I woke up this morning and realize my hrt consult yesterday was incredible am i dreaming? I start hrt next week.  i had a couple rhings to do...TSH and Hemoglobin A1C , namely lady items that didnt need to be monitored before  i was able to go to my doctors office that has a Quest Office there and get another blood drawn and complete the last consent form, so i am raring to go, all the t's are crossed and all the i's are dotted. Is this all a dream? 

Thanks to you awesome ladies ..  it is finally happening... yay...

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2 hours ago, Shay said:

 Is this all a dream?

 

There is a certain sense of euphoria experienced when the stars and planets align. It all becomes very real, that's the beauty....

 

I have a song in mind for you Shay that kinda speaks to this post, I hope you like it

 

"Her face is cracked from smiling
All the fears that she's been hiding
And it seems that pretty soon, everybody's gonna know"

 

 

Hugs and music

 

C

 

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Dear Shay, yes it is a dream but when you awaken you will see it was real and you are on your way to being the person you truly are.  It is an exciting time but stay grounded as the journey has its ups and downs.  Stay focused on your goal and the ride will be enjoyable. 

 

Cheers, 

Jani

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thank you for mentoring me, it meansso much.

 

Cyndee...i have always loved that song and apparently it was calling me. Now I understand why. 

 

Jani..  I understand the ups and downs having had them for about 60 years and because I have I do feel I have a good foundation. For I am enjoying an extremely RARE feeling I have not had since....I do not even remember. I am equating it to a relationship. I am in thw falling in love stage. I have already had a little push back but that is to be expected.

 

We human beings tend to rather hold onto a bad habit then to break it for something unknown.

 

Mental Hugs,

 

Shay

 

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As Jani mentioned above, you shall meet some downs as well during your path dearest Shay. You have a strong character dear and believe you me, you shall surpass them. Stay  strong Shay during your journey and you shall conquer the few dark sides.

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Is this a dream? That's an interesting question. At times it feels like it is. But when I look back at who I was I realize that was the dream. A dark, chaotic, nightmare of a dream. Now I'm awake and the horrible nightmares are fading.

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what a beautifully words answer... that really is how i feel.

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