Hi All

[jennytv]

Hi everyone I am Jenny a mid/late 40's closeted transvestite who has been crossdressing since old enough to remember.

I have always thought of myself as a possible/probable transgender and sometimes I dream that I am a GG.

I am married with kids all grown up so getting more opportunities to dress and express my fem side which is becoming more addictive as the time goes bye.
I don't think I will ever feel confident enough to pass as a woman in public however despite going through several phases of denial and several purges I am trying to accept who I am.
The internet has shown me that there are many out there just like myself which is a relief in so many ways.
Social stigma dictates that I will likely always be in the closet but great to find a release for my other self on sites like these.
x.

[Carolyn Marie]

Welcome to Trans Pulse, Jenny.  Yes, there are a great many people just like you, and I'm sure you'll meet some of them here.  Please have a look around the forums and post in those threads that seem interesting.  I am glad you're here.  ?

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

[Timber Wolf]

Hi Jenny,

Welcome to Transpulse. I'm glad you're here! You're not alone anymore.

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf ?

[Jani]

Greetings Jenny and welcome to the forum.  As noted by my friends you are not alone here.  You will find common ground amongst us.  Please join in the conversation.  We'd love to hear from you. 

 

Cheers, Jani

[KayC]

Hi Jenny!  nice to meet you and Welcome!
As everybody has already stated, you are in a great place to discover more about yourself and what Life holds for you in the future.

 

Much like you, crossdressing opened the door for me, and once I was able to abandon the feelings of guilt and denial, I was able to realize that I am definitely not (and never have been) cis-male, and my feminine side is now ready to finally emerge .. starting therapy now to discover the intimate details of my true self.  I hope you have a similar opportunity.

This Forum has been instrumental is helping me move forward.  As you explore here I hope you find the same.

Deep breaths ... one step at a time❣️

[Sandra6sandy9sand]

Hi Jenny, welcome and like others have said, explore. When I was a child and then young adult, I felt very alone and that I must be the young male that would rather be female.

 

With access to the internet and discovering Trans Pulse, I understand that there are many many people like me. I’ve learned a lot here and I know you will to.

 

Hugs and stay safe.

 

Sandra

[jennytv]

Thank you all for the warm welcome it really is nice and I am feeling that it's a community where I can enjoy and learn so much.

From what I have read on the forums already is giving me food for thought and a bit of assurance within myself to explore some repressed feelings.

Scary and Exciting it may be but I know when I dress I will be able to maybe relax a little better and let more of jenny out.

It's always a relief to reflect on my life road with a little less guilt.

Hugs

Jenny.