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I am usually shy even in posting but here goes..

Hi, I will not give out my real name but you can call me Hrie (pronounced like hurry without the 'u'), I am about 20 years old and is how you would call stuck in limbo.. I am caught between deciding if i feel that i have always been a female in a male body, knowing i am a male wanting a female body or that i am the non conforming type?(i think i said it right).

I am a friendly spirit aspiring to be someone in the art industry (particularly trying to be an animation director or at least a digital artist). Even if I am a novice at drawing i still strive hoping i'll attained the aforementioned careers. I also love writing, whether poetry or prose. I live for expression even if my situation is ironic.

well that is about it =P

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Guest Donna Jean

Hello, Hrie...How are you?

My goodness...it's really nice to meet you........

Someone told me the other day that California is three hours behind us here...so, I guess that you'll have wait 3 hours to read this.....lol

Really....Hon, Welcome to the playground!

I think that you're going to like it here....

So, I'd like to get you some coco and cookies to make you feel welcome..I know that it's warm out for that...but, It's air conditioned in here!

Hon...we don't judge here...you can be how you are and everyone will love you just the same....

You'll see real soon....

Just relax and enjoy.....

OK?

XXOO

Donna Jean

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Guest 1charlotte1
Hi welcome. Go have some of my cookies before someone else tries to give you some :)

*gasp!* u stole sally's thunder!! Y April yyyyyy!???!?

Anyway, welcome! I'm sure u will like it here! Hrie.. That is a sweet one! Sounds exotic and fancy!!

Welcome again! I hope u r comfortable here and many hugz!!

Rehugz, Char

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Guest erorave

*suffs down the lot of treaties* OMNOMNOM haha thanks for the welcome although ill have to read them tomorrow since i can only use the library PC =/

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Guest Ashlee

Hello Hrie,

Welcome to the playground!

You will find this a very safe place to get information, ask questions, and feel welcome.

There are many people here that want to help you to understand what you are going through.

Oh, and we have a fair amount of fun too!

{HUGS}

Ashlee

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Hi Hire and welcome, i see you already got cookies and coco, a non conformist eh, you definitely came to the right place.

A gender therapist can help you decide what path if any you want to take.

HUGS!

Paula

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Hello Hrie,

It is good to have you here, I see that you have been properly greeted.

I was away all day but I came in and found a new member.

You should feel honored, April doesn't share cookies with just everyone - she bakes them in smaller batches than I do. :lol:

When you get a chance post and ask questions we will all try to answer any that we can, we all support each other and it makes this a freindly site.

Welcome to the family.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest joe0117

Welcome Hire!

This is a very friendly place! I see April offered you the cookies but kept the berry pops for herself :P This is a great place to find yourself and figure out how you feel comfortable in your own skin.

Joe

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Guest Impossible Princess

*Mumbles Under Her Breath Something About Cookies And Fighting*

Giggles

Hi Hrie and welcome to the family, I hope you find lot of llittle bits here to help wth that ongoing argument in your mind

I know it can be a hard fight to fight but trust me its well worth it in the long run.

Be safe and stay well

Impossible Princess

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Guest Alyssa Leigh

Hi Hrie

Welcome to the playground everyone is so nice here as you can see already, so make your self at home and post any questions you have.

Alyssa

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Welcome Hrie! I think you'll find a lot of people here with similar interests to yours. I know a lot of people here who love to write and do various forms of art, myself included.

I hope you'll enjoy your stay here at Laura's!

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Hi, Hrie. I'm gonna have to work on pronouncing your name, but I'll get it right!

You met a lot of the gang already, and had the welcome snack. This is a wonderful site, with lots of love and support. You are among friends. So look around at the forums, join in some chat, and have fun.

It's great to have another Golden Stater here, too (although it seems to be getter less golden every day).

Carolyn Marie

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Guest Frank67

Hi Hrie,

Welcome to the forums. NIce to have you here.

It will tie a knot in my tongue (hmm, I think this is not the way to say it in English) to pronounce your name right :D

Ohhh cookies- yummy, can I have some, too.

Frank

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Guest Marissa Anastasia

hello and welcome hrie!! We have all wrestled with our gender and I can tell you that being here will go a long way toward helping you resolve these difficult issues...folks here are awesome, as you will see. I look forward to your posts.

Love,

Marissa

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