Hello, It's Me....

[Chassie]

 

Hi. My name is Chassie.

 

For me being CD started in small steps across my lifetime. For reasons I’ve always been curious about the feminine side of myself. I remember trying on my mom’s two-inch heels, my feet at that point being able to fit into them. Or sneaking a pair of pantyhose into the changing room of a Kmart just to try them on. Or watching a female friend’s place and trying on pants that seemed to fit me just right. Or even dating a girl who I trusted with the “secret” and wearing panties, a bra, and chunky 2-inch heels as I tapped into that feminine part of myself as we were in bed. While these things did happen they occurred YEARS apart. So, why talk about it now?

 

Last year I went into the hospital for something only a fraction of people survive; if I didn’t you wouldn’t be reading this. I dropped by to see a female friend of mine and when I’m around her that part of me, that feminine side, starts speaking up inside me. Maybe it’s biochemistry. Maybe it’s the fact that I trust her. I just know that I went home and thought about things. I remember lying in my hospital bed having woke up from a 45 (?) day coma and knowing that my family had access to my stuff. I keep all my femme stuff – a pair of black, suede four-inch heels, panties, pantyhose, a bra, a skirt, and three-inch heels boots, in a box in my closet. I realized that if I didn’t make it they would’ve found these things and would have to draw on their own conclusions. As it was they never went into the closet and found these things so I was thankful. But being around my female friend and the thought of that got me into writing and I wrote my own 5-page treatise on crossdressing. I then sent it to her.

 

How’d it go? Well, she keeps my secret and we’ve been talking about things; quite a few of the topics we’ve had have been covered in these forums. In fact she found out about this forum and had me check it out. Now that I’ve joined it I’ve been meaning to drop an introduction.

 

I’m slowly getting into being a CD but I have a roommate and dressing in front of him would not be cool; not in the least. I will say that by reading through posts in the forums I have learned a lot more and have became more comfortable with it. Baby steps, as they say… My latest was to figure out a name for my persona and it’s thus: Chassie. How she/that part will manifest and to what extent is yet to be seen. Thanks for taking the time to read.

 

-C

 

[Ann W]

Welcome @Chassie.  Sounds like a bad dream...in a coma with your stash sitting at home.  I'm glad you pulled through.

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[Delcina B]

Welcome Chassie! What a wonderful friend! I think you will find a lot of love, support & advice here; I know I have.

 

Hugs!

Delcina

[KayC]

Hi @Chassie!  Welcome, and happy you have joined us.

 

I think you will find this Forum to be a great community to feel accepted, and also to be able to explore and share your own feelings as you find the path in your life that will make you happy.

Deep breaths ... one step at a time.

[Vanessa Michelle]

@Chassiewelcome to the group! It’s great to have you here! Many of us can identify with much of your story. Thanks for sharing! I trust you’ll feel at home here. ❤️

[Timber Wolf]

Hi Chassie,

Welcome to Transpulse. I'm glad you're here!

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf?

[Confused1]

Hi Chassie,

 

Welcome to the forum. As you have already read some of the posts here, you realize you are not alone. We all help to support each other. Glad you are here.

 

Hugs,

Mike