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Tenth Anniversary of My First Post Here.


VickySGV

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It was 10 years ago today that I said my very first timid HELLO here on the Forums.  Yeah, I was a new member here that long ago, and it has been a wonderful time (although it had its downer moments for sure) being part of this group of people who are all looking for our True Selves or Authentic Identities as we also put it.  Things are different in many many good good ways than they were when I got here and it has helped me become part of a wonderful, super glorious group of people IRL that are my Chosen Family, partners in crime, and super all around individuals.  I won't make this any longer than I really feel like posting, but I will let new members know that we do have some very fair rules of how to treat one another, which is with love and dignity.  None of them says you have to always agree with the other person, but you respect and dignify each other which makes us all the better as people.  All of my years here have been worth it and I would not change a word I have said here anywhere.

 

This was where it all startedhttps://www.transgenderpulse.com/forums/index.php?/topic/33834-closing-eyes-holding-nose-jumping-in/

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"the best I have ever felt in my 6+ decades of life. I am admittedly old enough to be parent or grandparent to some of the poster's I have seen here...."

 

I am so glad this place exists for us late in life transitioners. We are an odd lot as we are in that gray area where coming out trans as a young person was a societal death sentence and our "het/binary" socialization was so entrenched that it was almost unthinkable to be different.  I mean for gods sake, we were labeled as being mentally ill back then. Thanks Harry Benjamin.

 

I love reading about the journey's of the older, more braver than I, girls. It really was a lifeline while being in the 30 year day to day grind of work and raising a family.

 

I remember reading susan's place...to scared to join back then.

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@VickySGV congratulations Vicky. I have learned so much from you in my "almost" 1 year being here and you have made me feel so wanted and welcome and cannot express how big a difference you have made in my life.

Can't wait for the video of your performance you taped recently.

Super Hugs

Heather Shay

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Congratulations Vicky.  You have been a backbone of the community and have become a good friend.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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Congratulations on 10 years Vicky, and thanks for all the good cheer and information you give to our membership here. 

 

Best

 

Cyndi

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Wow thanks Vicky for coming on board and staying.  Your knowledge and guidance have been invaluable.  

 

Jani

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Congtrat's, Vicky! 

Read your intro post. Even then you sounded like a mod/adm in the making. 20 years of helping is a beautiful accomplishment!

 

Lots of love,

Timber Wolf?

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I always treasure your comments Vicky, so it's no surprise you would be elevated to moderator status.  You've provided valuable guidance to so many of us, thanks so much!

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Congratualtions Vicky :)

 

Tracy

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On 6/7/2021 at 6:23 PM, MelanieTamara said:

I love reading about the journey's of the older, more braver than I, girls.

Believe me, I was not brave when I first started, I was as scared, hesitant and confused as any of you have ever been.  I have told many people that I blame them for having to be what they called "brave" because of their lack of acceptance for me and others like me.  

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I guess brave is an interesting word but it does take courage to put your foot in the water. 

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@VickySGV PS - The mark of a true musician and beautiful person is the word humility and I just looked up the humility in Webster's and your photo was right there next to the definition.

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Thank you Vicky & Congratulations! You are an inspiration & I love your comments & feedback they've been very helpful. Ten years ago my femme was only found in a dark closet, repressed & denied. I'm so happy she escaped.

 

Hugs!

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