Hello from Brazil!

[BrokenDays]

Hi everyone! My name is Jeison, I'm from Brazil as the title says, and I just wanted to introduce myself a little bit.

 

Well I have some mental problems, I'm bipolar, have depression, anxiety with panic attacks and I stutter. I have no friends at all (not even online), I can't find work and I depend on government aid, I can do a lot of things but no one gives me a chance, like translation, proofreading, etc, and no I will not ask for any donations don't worry

 

So I'm currently a male, but I always felt I was a woman, I just didn't go ahead and start the transitioning is because I still live with my family, and they are very against this sort of thing, they still kinda live in the olden days I guess. But I consider myself trans, even though I have 32 years, receding hair (which may mean I would need to use wigs), can't afford or start in hormones with doctors because of my money being so tight since I help pay the bills here, plus the not acceptance thing.

 

Also you can refer to me as He/Him, because I am completely male outside, so being called a She or other pronouns doesn't seem right to me.

 

If anyone wants to help guide me through this process I would be forever grateful

[Carolyn Marie]

Welcome to Trans Pulse, Jeison!  I'm sure you will like being here, and that you will find some friends here, too.  There are many of us here who share many of the same issues that you have in your life.  Please don't despair; things very often do get better with time.  Keep looking for those solutions you seek.

 

I hope that someday you will be able to leave your house and start living on your own; it won't solve all your problems but at least you will be away from a difficult and disheartening environment.  I wish you all the best.

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

[Ivy]

Welcome  Jeison

[Mmindy]

5 hours ago, BrokenDays said:

My name is Jeison

Welcome to Transgender Pulse Forums Jeison,

 

The nice thing about forums is we are who we want to be. Posting here reflects your heart and mind, not your physical being. There are people here from all walks of life, and everyone that I've encounter has be friendly, caring, and encouraging. Speaking of encouraging... Living at home with your parents isn't always a bad thing. In some cultures the young woman of the family is required to take a husband and move out, while the young men are required to live with their elders taking care of them and the family compound.

 

Feel free to join in on any of the conversations and know you are worth, valued, and loved.

 

Hugs,

 

Mindy🐛🏳️‍⚧️🦋

[April Marie]

Welcome to the forums, Jeison!  You'll find lots of good information, support and friendship here. No judgement. Jume in where you feel comfortable!!

 

 

 

[BrokenDays]

Thanks everyone for the kind words and the welcoming!

 

Yeah it's hard, especially with these mental problems, and my family, well, they pretty much don't like me that much, I am and always was the "black sheep" of the family so to speak because of my problems and my stuttering, and since they also have some prejudice against this and they are always pessimistic about everything in life, well, it makes almost impossible to move on with life.

 

But I will stop posting on this post, since I think it's just to introduce myself, so maybe I'll move to a better category to discuss this.

 

Thanks again everyone!  

[Heather Shay]

You have friends here.

Hugs

[Timber Wolf]

Hi Jieson,

 

Welcome to Transpulse. I'm glad you're here.

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf 🐾