Hello! :3

[Mars Hiroshi]

Hello! I am a therian and fictionkin. I love Omori, indie music, Vocaloid, and other Japanese music. I also listen to Cavetown and other indie producers. I am a sad little trans boi too, and would love some platonic love. A shoulder to cry on. That would make me so happy. I love you all! /p

[Carolyn Marie]

Welcome to Trans Pulse, @Mars Hiroshi.  We are happy to provide that shoulder to cry on when you need it.  Please look around the forums and post wherever you like, and ask all of your questions.  We'll be here for you.

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

[April Marie]

Welcome to the forum!!! You'll find lots of shoulders here to lean on when you need them.

[Mars Hiroshi]

Thank you sm! @April Marie @Carolyn Marie

[Ashley0616]

2 hours ago, Mars Hiroshi said:

Hello! I am a therian and fictionkin. I love Omori, indie music, Vocaloid, and other Japanese music. I also listen to Cavetown and other indie producers. I am a sad little trans boi too, and would love some platonic love. A shoulder to cry on. That would make me so happy. I love you all! /p

Hi @Mars HiroshiI'm glad you found us. There is a good amount of FTM people on here. I'm a little confused though because you said you were a trans boy, but your profile says bi gender. So, I apologize if I said something wrong. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here pretty often. I just came out last year and have been on hormones since May 2023 so I'm still learning things. It has been a fun and tough journey so far. 

[Mars Hiroshi]

7 minutes ago, Ashley0616 said:

Hi @Mars HiroshiI'm glad you found us. There is a good amount of FTM people on here. I'm a little confused though because you said you were a trans boy, but your profile says bi gender. So, I apologize if I said something wrong. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here pretty often. I just came out last year and have been on hormones since May 2023 so I'm still learning things. It has been a fun and tough journey so far. 

Oh! Sorry for the confusion. Since I'm bigender I use both the terms boy and girl for myself.

[Ashley0616]

6 minutes ago, Mars Hiroshi said:

Oh! Sorry for the confusion. Since I'm bigender I use both the terms boy and girl for myself.

It's ok I just didn't want to get you upset. What are your pronouns?

[Mars Hiroshi]

Just now, Ashley0616 said:

It's ok I just didn't want to get you upset. What are your pronouns?

Usually he/they but sometimes I feel feminine so I use she/her sometimes. For default you can just go with he/they

[Ashley0616]

5 minutes ago, Mars Hiroshi said:

Usually he/they but sometimes I feel feminine so I use she/her sometimes. For default you can just go with he/they

Ok. Have you started hormones yet? Where are you on your journey?

[Mars Hiroshi]

25 minutes ago, Ashley0616 said:

Ok. Have you started hormones yet? Where are you on your journey?

No, sadly. I'm a teenager and my family is very transphobic. They would never get me hormones or even a binder. I'm thinking about getting my friend to buy me a binder instead. Right now I just use a bunch of sports bras and I take out the padding with some thick clothes on top. It kinda works. And I just put my hair up in a beanie. I'm not very far in voice training yet, but I'll progress in that over time. I kinda have to wait until I'm an adult to progress in my journey, though.

[Ashley0616]

I'm sorry. I had to wait till I was 38. I lived in denial. I knew my parents wouldn't support me back then and it would be hard to tell them how I felt. Trans wasn't known well back in 1990. My parents asked why now and I told them because I knew they wouldn't approve and my mom said yes I would've never approved. My dad and I don't even talk. We had an ok talk which it wasn't about me because I knew it would open a can of worms. Just remember as each day passes you are that much closer to freedom!

[Vidanjali]

Hi & welcome @Mars Hiroshi! I look forward to seeing you around and learning more about you. 

[Betty K]

Hi and welcome @Mars Hiroshi. Now you’ve made me curious to hear what Cavetown sounds like!

[Heather Shay]

I see you've made several friends already. Glad you are here.

[Mysti]

Welcome to the forum. Having a shoulder to cry on is important. Sometimes I feel so alone in the world that I need that shoulder too. I know what it's like to come from a transphobic family, my father was a literal drill-sergeant in the Army, so I wasn't able to feel that I could be myself until my mid 30's. Feel free to ask questions, it's one of the best ways to get answers. I know that sounds crazy for me to say, but there are some (including myself) that have a hard time asking and feeling that they can trust people. Enjoy the forums and again, welcome!

 

Hugs,

 

Mysti

[Mars Hiroshi]

3 hours ago, Mysti said:

Welcome to the forum. Having a shoulder to cry on is important. Sometimes I feel so alone in the world that I need that shoulder too. I know what it's like to come from a transphobic family, my father was a literal drill-sergeant in the Army, so I wasn't able to feel that I could be myself until my mid 30's. Feel free to ask questions, it's one of the best ways to get answers. I know that sounds crazy for me to say, but there are some (including myself) that have a hard time asking and feeling that they can trust people. Enjoy the forums and again, welcome!

 

Hugs,

 

Mysti

Thank you so much! Hugs!

[gennee]

Hello and welcome to the site.    🙂