https://www.texastribune.org/2025/05/10/texas-house-trans-bills-advance/     Carolyn Marie

https://wjla.com/news/local/transgender-issues-are-a-strength-for-trump-ap-norc-poll-finds-lgbtq-president-trump-transgender-children-gender-identitiy-affirming-care-young-people-catholic-republicans-democrats-sex-at-birth-white-house?photo=1   It figures.      Carolyn Marie

I’m in the U.K. very late 60’s and have known I was different my whole life. Early on, early teens time, it was against the law for any bi or gay interaction between men. According to Queen Victoria women could not make love to other women so that was never made illegal.  All men who wanted to be with other men was all done behind closed doors. Interaction was always hidden the same with crossdressing and being born the wrong gender. In the early 70’s it was still against the law for men to be with other men if they so want. Crossdressing was called being a transvestite and those who indulged in dressing normally hid behind closed doors or met other men at their homes. This if found out was against the law or you could end up by being beat up.  Men would marry some to use women as a beard to hide behind. Or like a lot of men who crossdress are bisexual not all but there are quite a few. I know from experience how these gurls feel. I love my wife there was never has been any doubt that I love her. But sometimes a different physical connection is needed. It is difficult and I know I am not alone in having bi feelings or even acting on them. When dressed my demeanour changes and I want made love to and connect with either men or other crossdresser’s.  You are not alone feeling like this and wanting these interactions with people.  Dressing for me comes first I would either get fully dressed in women’s clothing and using props I.e. breast forms wigs. My wife knows I dress and probably knows I’m bi. It is not spoken about but she has mentioned maybe I need some counselling to get everything out how I feel. I am at the stage that I do not know how far I am along the transgender scale. But I do know I love my wife more than anything I know. 

I cant give a reasonable comment on entering the country and those details, as they are likely to change about as often as the orange man changes his diaper.   there is one thing to be very sure of, make sure you fully understand how long you are allowed to be in the USA for and dont overstay that, because it will make it exponentially more challenging to re enter the country or to move here on a longer term work or other visa. And be cautious if you are a digital nomad worker and that you dont “work” in the USA with out the right visas even if it is doing work outside the country. Just make sure your t’s are crossed and your I’s dotted. Especially if you think there might be long term possibilities with this partner.

@Willow Quinceañera is actually 15.  Its a Hispanic tradition, marking a girl's transition to being a young woman and eligible for courtship.  In some nations, its a really huge party occasion.  My stepdaughter is overly-eager by a couple of years 🙄  She's pretty serious, overall, and I wish she could just relax and enjoy being a kid while she still can.     Our community isn't exactly closed... marriage brings new people into the faith.  But dating is expected to be serious and intentional, with permission from both families.  Some families even do arranged marriage. I guess I was similar,  even on my own.  I didn't date until my 20s because I was scared, and I really didn't want the pain of a failed relationship.  GF was my first relationship, and I told her that I wouldn't move in with her or anything until I was sure she would keep me for life. My partners are stuck with me 😄     What kind of church business meetings take all day?  Money issues, maybe? Seems pretty intense!  

thanks Vicky nice to meet you

@Shira This is your first post, when you have 5 posts you can use our PM feature to try and contact the other members, although I have not seen them active in quite a long time.  Before then, please read our rules on Personal Messaging carefully. 

Chanie Elishava or Nechama or Davey, I am an orthodox Jewish man Can we be in touch 

That 1st Boston album is such a great production 

Welcome Aydhindril.  I spent years of my life trying to man up and disregard my feelings about my female identity.  As you have described i was virtually alone in my journey.  Finding this space made a big difference. You are not alone!   Hugs,   Charlize

Hello and welcome @Aydhindril!

Some happy news.  Kentville (pop. 7000), which features prominently in the story, is my nearest town.   N.S. Health works to expand access to youth gender-affirming care Andrew Lam · CBC News · Posted: May 12, 2025   Nova Scotia Health is working to expand access to youth gender-affirming care in the province by replicating a clinic model introduced in the Annapolis Valley last year. In February 2024, a youth clinic dedicated to providing this kind of health care opened in Kentville. Then another opened this March in Bridgewater, with more clinics in the works. "Accessing gender-affirming care isn't just a city thing or an urban thing," said mental health clinician Julien Davis, who is also trans.     

Thank you for your kind message and advise @Heather Shay I've been followed by a therapist since September for my depression and of course the gender question and how I see myself have been discussed quite often. I've been able to make good progress and feel more secure in being myself but it's true that I don't really know where I'm going. I guess I first need to "destroy" my past self which was (is) trying to cope as a "normal" man.   Now, I'm reaching a point where I feel like connecting with people who can relate to my journey would be beneficial. 

I heard that guitar sound in 1976 and immediately learned the rhythm guitar part and vocals for a pick up band that I joined when I moved to Cleveland from Toledo for a new job. I found out the guitarist who invented the guitar sound, wrote and recorded the album in his basement was named Tom Scholz and he was from a rich suburd ob Toledo called Ottawa Hills. I knew the area. I saw the band in Cleveland and was blown away with the group and my Toledo man. Tom had been a MIT grad, worked at Polaroid and in his spare time tinkered with guitar effects and his local Boston area bands, my favorite named Mother's Milk. Even when Boston went huge, Tom found not working an 8-5 job not to his liking so he started Scholz Electronics to build the sound device for guitar he called a Rockman.  His fanatic obsession with purety and analog sound kept him buried in his own studio, taking years to be satisfied with each recording he released. My tribute today is to my home town boy - Tom Scholz,  

Can you get used to limbo?

For a day filled with kindness, start by choosing positive affirmations, practicing mindful communication, and actively seeking opportunities to be helpful to others. Remember, even small acts of kindness can make a big difference.    Affirmations and Mindset: Practice Gratitude: Reflect on the good things in your life and express gratitude for the people and experiences that bring you joy.    Positive Affirmations: Start your day with affirmations like "My words leave an imprint on other's hearts," or "I can do kind things without being asked".    Mindful Communication: Be present in conversations, actively listen, and choose your words carefully.    Acts of Kindness: Be a Good Listener: Pay attention when others are talking, offer a listening ear, and validate their feelings.    Offer a Compliment: A genuine compliment can brighten someone's day.    Be Generous: Share your time, resources, or a kind gesture with someone who could use it.    Help Others: Offer to help with a task, take care of a pet, or simply lend a hand.    Be a Positive Force: Your positive attitude and actions can have a ripple effect on those around you.    Quotes to Inspire:   "Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."    "A little thought and a little kindness are often worth more than a great deal of money."   "You can accomplish by kindness what you cannot by force."    "Kindness is like snow—it beautifies everything it covers."    "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." 

For a day filled with kindness, start by choosing positive affirmations, practicing mindful communication, and actively seeking opportunities to be helpful to others. Remember, even small acts of kindness can make a big difference.    Affirmations and Mindset: Practice Gratitude: Reflect on the good things in your life and express gratitude for the people and experiences that bring you joy.    Positive Affirmations: Start your day with affirmations like "My words leave an imprint on other's hearts," or "I can do kind things without being asked".    Mindful Communication: Be present in conversations, actively listen, and choose your words carefully.    Acts of Kindness: Be a Good Listener: Pay attention when others are talking, offer a listening ear, and validate their feelings.    Offer a Compliment: A genuine compliment can brighten someone's day.    Be Generous: Share your time, resources, or a kind gesture with someone who could use it.    Help Others: Offer to help with a task, take care of a pet, or simply lend a hand.    Be a Positive Force: Your positive attitude and actions can have a ripple effect on those around you.    Quotes to Inspire:   "Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."    "A little thought and a little kindness are often worth more than a great deal of money."   "You can accomplish by kindness what you cannot by force."    "Kindness is like snow—it beautifies everything it covers."    "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle."