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Angel on The Highway

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A drunk man in an Oldsmobile.They said had run the light That caused the six-car pile up on Highway 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere,The sirens screamed out eulogies,For death was in the air.A mother, trapped inside her car,Was heard above the noise.Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast.

In grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been,But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose,But when they searched to back, They found therein no little boy, But the sea belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad, and was traveling alone, But when they turned to question her,They discovered she was gone.Policemen saw her running wild and screaming above the noise, in beseeching supplication,"Please help me find my boys!

They're four years old and wear blue shirts; Their jeans are blue to match."

One cop spoke up, "They're in my car, And they don't have a scratch. They said their daddy put them there, and gave them each a cone,Then told them to wait for Mom to come and take them home.I've searched the area high and low,But I can't hind their dad. He must have fled the scene, I guess, and that is very bad."The mother hugged the twins and said, While wiping at a tear, "He could not flee the scene, you see, For he's been dead a year." The cop just looked confused and asked,"Now, how can that be true?"The boys said, "Mommy, Daddy came and left a kiss for you. He told us not to worry and that you would be all right. And then he put us in this car with The pretty, flashing light.

We wanted him to stay with us, Because we miss him so, but Mommy, he just hugged us tight and said he had to go. He said someday we'd understand and told us not to fuss, he said to tell you. Mommy,He's watching over us."The mother knew without a doubt that what they spoke was true. For she recalled their dad's last words, "I will watch over you. "The firemen's notes could not explain the twisted, mangled car, and how the three of them escaped without a single scar. But on the cop's report was scribed, In print so very fine, "An angel walked the beat tonight of Highway 109".

The 7 second prayer Just repeat this phrase and see how God moves. "Lord, I love you and I need you, come into my heart, and bless my family, my home, my friends, and me. Amen". He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare. This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Lord please, take care of the person who reads this message, their family and their special friends.They deserve it and I love them very much." The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end." This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS DO EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them ...TRUE FRIENDS.

I have no idea of how others will look upon this message, but as for me it says what we have been told many times. It tells me that we are not garanteed our next breath , and that we all need to cherish the time that we do have here, Not to take things for granted, to get along with each other and help those in need. It says , that we all need to watch over one another with love. And pray that we can fullfill the mission we were put here to do.

Live Long And Prosper

SharleahLynn

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Please feel free to offer your thoughts and share what is on your minds. Open your hearts and your minds to let the internal message of this story sink in . Let it find its place within YOUR mind, heart , and most of all your soul. Please take the time to allow this to hit home.

.................................. SharleahLynn

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god does not exist, and maybe "true" friends do, but whose to say what a true friend is, and by the way, did you know that Spocks mother was human?

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Angel on The Highway

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A drunk man in an Oldsmobile.They said had run the light That caused the six-car pile up on Highway 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere,The sirens screamed out eulogies,For death was in the air.A mother, trapped inside her car,Was heard above the noise.Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast.

In grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been,But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose,But when they searched to back, They found therein no little boy, But the sea belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad, and was traveling alone, But when they turned to question her,They discovered she was gone.Policemen saw her running wild and screaming above the noise, in beseeching supplication,"Please help me find my boys!

They're four years old and wear blue shirts; Their jeans are blue to match."

One cop spoke up, "They're in my car, And they don't have a scratch. They said their daddy put them there, and gave them each a cone,Then told them to wait for Mom to come and take them home.I've searched the area high and low,But I can't hind their dad. He must have fled the scene, I guess, and that is very bad."The mother hugged the twins and said, While wiping at a tear, "He could not flee the scene, you see, For he's been dead a year." The cop just looked confused and asked,"Now, how can that be true?"The boys said, "Mommy, Daddy came and left a kiss for you. He told us not to worry and that you would be all right. And then he put us in this car with The pretty, flashing light.

We wanted him to stay with us, Because we miss him so, but Mommy, he just hugged us tight and said he had to go. He said someday we'd understand and told us not to fuss, he said to tell you. Mommy,He's watching over us."The mother knew without a doubt that what they spoke was true. For she recalled their dad's last words, "I will watch over you. "The firemen's notes could not explain the twisted, mangled car, and how the three of them escaped without a single scar. But on the cop's report was scribed, In print so very fine, "An angel walked the beat tonight of Highway 109".

The 7 second prayer Just repeat this phrase and see how God moves. "Lord, I love you and I need you, come into my heart, and bless my family, my home, my friends, and me. Amen". He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare. This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Lord please, take care of the person who reads this message, their family and their special friends.They deserve it and I love them very much." The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end." This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS DO EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them ...TRUE FRIENDS.

I have no idea of how others will look upon this message, but as for me it says what we have been told many times. It tells me that we are not garanteed our next breath , and that we all need to cherish the time that we do have here, Not to take things for granted, to get along with each other and help those in need. It says , that we all need to watch over one another with love. And pray that we can fullfill the mission we were put here to do.

Live Long And Prosper

SharleahLynn

I am a Christian man. I love your story and for anyone to doubt that God does not exist is plain foolishness; because He does.

Also, angels are amongst us, even when we are not aware of them. One time my wife yelled at me, " don't step backwards" and I asked her why. He reply there was a huge angel standing right behind me. No, I didn't see him. But, if my wife says she saw one- it was there.

One very dark rainy night, many years I was driving down the hiway to see my parents. I'd had a few beers, but was ok. There was an old narrow stone bridge that I had to cross. There had been many wrecks there over the years because it was so narrow.

I was almost to the bridge, when I saw headlights crest the hill. Someone grabbed my steering wheel [ I was alone] hit the brakes and I ended up hitting a man's fence. My car had no more stopped when I heard tires squealing and metal crashing in the bridge. The car that crested the hill went LOC and hit the car that had been behind me aways back.

The man, whos fence I'd hit came running out and I told him to call 911 that there was a horrible wreck in the bridge. Two young teenages died that night; it was horrible.

Had not the hand of someone turned my steering wheel that night, it would have been me being hit head on. So, the Good Lord and Angels do exist;beleive me-they do. I could relate other incidents in my life, that have no logical explanations, but one - GOD.

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