Moving Along

[Guest mia 1]

When I revealed my self to my wife I revealed myself to the part of me I've kept hidden. I introduced my dear feminine Mia to my "guy". They are both enjoying each other. It is a feeling I never thought possible. I am happy enough to cry for the sheer joy of being Mia along with her sensitivity and the guy part when I am Mr.S.

I was wondering if any of you have experienced this joy of "sheer lightness of being"?

I feel so sensuous,sexual and loving all of you. It is so wonderful after all these years of being alone that there are other women who feel the ecstasy of crossing, it is definitly more than just panties and bras, inner love and inter love with a community.. Thank you all and let me know what your experiences were outing yourself and finding a community like ours. Love to you all Mia.

[Guest Amanda L Richards]

OUting myself to myself...

This alone was a terrifying experience. I took me some time to process this in my mind and heart. Once I started to get a little hold of what I was going through and what it meant, I was starting to notice something I never really knew was possible. Self respect and self love, Then came the self forgiveness, but this one is taking a long time since this is a really deep and powerful area. But for me the self love and self respect made me a stronger on all levels. What I found strange was that my male gained more confidence, but on the whole my female just began to move through my being like "Rolling Thunder" gently but awesomely powerful.

As time goes on this rolling thunder is moving constantly and it fills me with more and more love for all things each day.

It is rather hard to do it justice through words.

Amanda L

[Sally]

Amanda did a wonderful job of expressing the feelings. I finally admitted who I was to myself after 50 plus years of denial and shame. It has taken a while, but I love me now - that female that has been trapped in here repressed by the male side that was so afraid of losing control and being found out. He has decided that he doesn't mind being found out and never really wanted to be in control anyway so he has been most helpful in allowing the inner woman to take over. I now have to stop and think before I say anything to people who do not know (I'm not dressing right now - becuase of my work and the divorce isn't final yet - freedom always has a price) because I am thinking and reacting to everything in my feminine, true gender. It is wonderful and well worth any price tag that may come with it.

So, "Let the Thunder Roll!"

Love ya,

Sally

[Guest Amanda L Richards]

Amanda did a wonderful job of expressing the feelings. I finally admitted who I was to myself after 50 plus years of denial and shame. It has taken a while, but I love me now - that female that has been trapped in here repressed by the male side that was so afraid of losing control and being found out. He has decided that he doesn't mind being found out and never really wanted to be in control anyway so he has been most helpful in allowing the inner woman to take over. I now have to stop and think before I say anything to people who do not know (I'm not dressing right now - becuase of my work and the divorce isn't final yet - freedom always has a price) because I am thinking and reacting to everything in my feminine, true gender. It is wonderful and well worth any price tag that may come with it.

So, "Let the Thunder Roll!"

Love ya,

Sally

Hi Sally,

I think you worded it pretty good yourself. It is a wonderful feeling though to unload the burden of, for me it was denial and fear.

There is no turning back now!

Amanda L R

[Guest CamilaRose]

When I revealed my self to my wife I revealed myself to the part of me I've kept hidden. I introduced my dear feminine Mia to my "guy". They are both enjoying each other. It is a feeling I never thought possible. I am happy enough to cry for the sheer joy of being Mia along with her sensitivity and the guy part when I am Mr.S.

I was wondering if any of you have experienced this joy of "sheer lightness of being"?

I feel so sensuous,sexual and loving all of you. It is so wonderful after all these years of being alone that there are other women who feel the ecstasy of crossing, it is definitly more than just panties and bras, inner love and inter love with a community.. Thank you all and let me know what your experiences were outing yourself and finding a community like ours. Love to you all Mia.

It DEFINITELY is more than just panties and bras (bras are not terribly comfortable). I'm identifying with the joy, but still freshly 'out', so still sorting through depression, self loathing, self recrimination, denial and a veritable soup of other nasty emotions. Still getting to know the inner 'Camila', but I definitely feel more sensual, loving, and sexual (blush). I also feel as though I'm about half the weight, like I'm no longer carrying a HUGE load, so yeah, definitely lighter...

Cami ♥