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Sally

It Seems Forever Since I Have Written A Poem

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Sally

I have tried to write to let my feelings show and yet nothing moves from mind to hand

The computer stares back with its screen as blank as a desolate snow covered land

The feelings are there they well up as strong or even stronger than in all those years

When confused and frightened about who I was and would be they flowed like my tears

Now the word stream that once flowed free has found a dam it cannot pass or overcome

Yet the tears never stop the pain and the emptiness always remain only words are gone

I have no more confusion for I know just who I am the one that no one wants as man or as woman

Alone is the path that brought me here and alone is the one ahead never fitting into my life's plan

I did not grow up thinking how wonderful it would be to never know even the slightest hint of love

But my plans dreams and desires can never alter that great plan for me like lightening from above

It strikes down every effort to change it as though carved in an eternal stone

No erosion can ever free me from this insufferable life the only one I've known

The cruelty of giving one a heart so full of love to constantly be reminded and taunted

With the dreams of love shattered and a reminder you are the one that no one wanted

The subtitle could also be I hate holidays.

Sally

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Guest ~Brenda~

Sally,

I have always loved your presence here hon.

How can a heart as loving as yours be sad :(

All my Love.

Brenda

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Guest angels wings

Sally your heart is made of gold (((((((hugs))))) from my heart I wish you love and warmth . Stay strong sweet lady . Here is a tissue to wipe away your tears I pray they will be replaced by smiles and a happy heart

Angel (((((hugs))))))

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Guest Bellexia

Oh sally :C *hugs*

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Guest miss kindheart

Oh Sally :wub:

u made me cry

<<< hug >>>

You are beautiful

You always have been

Today you are You

that is truer than true

There is no one alive who is Youer than You

~Dr. Seuss

:wub: vanna

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Carolyn Marie

There is always a chance for love, Sally. Especially when you can write poems like this one, and people can see what is in your heart.

Love

Carolyn Marie

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