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Black Pearl



I have always admired you from a far,


I yearn to know your sweet melodies



I am changing now but I still seek your charm,


we can grow together with no harm



We can be good company on a cold winter night,


we can rock and roll but I will hold you tight



You can brighten me when I am sad,


you sing out a tune that makes me glad



You sometimes can put me in a whirl,


you will never leave me my guitar my black pearl.




:)


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Guest Cyndysub

Hi Jennifer T,

Thanks. I have many interests but am keen on my guitar. I see a feather do you have indian heritage. I have cherokee blood from both sides of my family here in Arkansas.

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Guest Jennifer T

Hi Jennifer T,

Thanks. I have many interests but am keen on my guitar. I see a feather do you have indian heritage. I have cherokee blood from both sides of my family here in Arkansas.

Yes, one of my grandmothers was Cherokee. I have deep interest in my Cherokee and Celtic ancestry.

Do- hi- yi!

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Guest Jennifer T

I want to change my middle name to Ama when I change my legal name.

Peace to you as well,

Cyndy

Water, I like that. I was born in the sign of water.

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Guest Jennifer T

I was raised on the banks if the Shenandoah River in Virginia at the northern terminus of Shenandoah National Park in the Blue Ridge Mountains. 'Shenandoah' is Tsalagi (Cherokee) for "daughter of the stars". I've lways felt a strong affinity for that. I've been many places. But this area is still my favorite place to commune with Earth. Backpacking in these mountains , I've felt the sky at my fingertips as I lay on the earth and stare at the stars in the heavens on clear winter nights. And I've wondered at the beauty my ancestors witnessed here. She truly is daughter of the stars!

Tell me of the Ozarks!

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The ozarks are a stunning and powerful place for the soul. When I was about 9 yo my dad bought a 80 acre farm in the ozarks and I wish that he hadn't sold it. My fantasy is to win the lottery and buy a farm with enough land to have at least 2 horses to care for. I used to live in Oklahoma and me and my ex had 2 horses but a drought hit and we could not afford to buy hay and had to let them go. I miss the horses way more than my ex. We only had 4 acres of pasture and that wasn't anywhere enough to feed 2 horses. I just loved those horses each with its own personality.

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Guest Jennifer T

I pray then that you are one day afforded the opportunity to have horses back in your life. There is great beauty in the love and care of animals.

Peave to you this day .

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