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Miss Linnea

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Hi everyone, and thanks for letting me in. ❤️

 

I will introduce myself as Linnea, but that is really the name of my female alterego. I was born a boy 35 years ago, and yeah, I was kind of boyish in most ways, but there was always mom's lipstick and nailpolish, I wanted to wear bathing suits instead of trunks, I wanted to put on dresses and skirts. But mom was Always like, "no son, those things are for girls," so I did all of that in secret. I still do, but sometimes I gather my courage to go outside. Like in August for example when the pride festival comes to town. 

 

Anyway, in the recent years I've felt jealous of cis women, because they are gorgeous. I fantasize about looking like them, perhaps even being like one of them. I've even had the feelings of a phantom vagina. So this has actually made me think in terms of me perhaps being transgender.

 

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Hello Linnea and welcome. Going out to a Pride event is a good idea to be able to mingle with others.

 

Jani

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4 hours ago, Jani said:

Hello Linnea and welcome. Going out to a Pride event is a good idea to be able to mingle with others.

 

Jani

 

Thank you so much! :) Yeah, pride events are great with lots of fabulous people, truly enjoyable. 

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Welcome Miss Linnea.  I'm glad you havre had the opportunity to go out during pride.  If you look around you may well find a local group that allows you to be yourself with others throughout the year.  I found that helpful as i began to explore my gender issues more fully.  Being here with others helped as well.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

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Hi Linnea,

Welcome to TransPulse. I'm glad you're here!

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf?

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4 hours ago, Charlize said:

Welcome Miss Linnea.  I'm glad you havre had the opportunity to go out during pride.  If you look around you may well find a local group that allows you to be yourself with others throughout the year.  I found that helpful as i began to explore my gender issues more fully.  Being here with others helped as well.

 

Hugs,

 

Charlize

 

Thank you! :) Thanks for the tip! Apparently there's a secret Facebook group for Swedish transgender people, hopefully I will join that one soon.

 

 

4 hours ago, Timber Wolf said:

Hi Linnea,

Welcome to TransPulse. I'm glad you're here!

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf?

 

Thank you so much for the welcome. I'm really glad to be here. 

 

 

Millions of hugs to both of you. ❤️

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Welcome!

I hope you're able to find help, or just a community or whatever you may need here. Btw, you look very pretty ?

 

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On ‎7‎/‎26‎/‎2018 at 9:57 AM, tracy_j said:

Hi Linnea

 

Welcome :)

 

Tracy

 

Hi! ❤️ Thanks! 

 

 

On ‎7‎/‎26‎/‎2018 at 10:00 AM, Aiyanna said:

Welcome!

I hope you're able to find help, or just a community or whatever you may need here. Btw, you look very pretty ?

 

 

Thank you! :) You look pretty too. 

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Welcome Linnea, 

 

  One of my sisters looks very similar to you. Both very pretty! 

 

Welcome to the pulse, hope you find your time here rewarding. 

Xoxo

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On ‎7‎/‎28‎/‎2018 at 11:39 PM, Lexi said:

Welcome Linnea, 

 

  One of my sisters looks very similar to you. Both very pretty! 

 

Welcome to the pulse, hope you find your time here rewarding. 

Xoxo

 

Thank you! ❤️

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