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Guest SindeeHoney

Guest SindeeHoney

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Hello all, and thank you in advance for reading this.

My name is Sindee, that isnt the name my parents gave me, but I think I earned it anyway. I was born male, 51 yrs ago, to a very nice well educated couple. I had a brother and a sister and lived in middle class houses for the most part.

They named me Peter (means "Rock" go figure) and I grew up with a secret. I loved dressing in women's clothing and imagining myself as a girl. Nothing sexual about it, I just felt better being a woman, or, actually, a girl, the whole woman thing came later.

Today, after a long period of agonizing and proving what a "Man" I was, I am much more comfortable going around town, shopping and dining out as well as going to the cinema, as Sindee with my ex wife Sara. I am really becoming much more feminine in my emotions and thinking, allowing myself to be myself for the first time in all these years.

I am not angry at God for this. I figure he gave me the body of a male to endure the physical tasks I had tossed at me and he gave me the heart of a woman to emotionally survive it. I am grateful for this gift from Creator.

And yes, I think like a Native American, because that is another gift from my Creator.

Stop by and say HI !

Hugs

Sindee

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Guest ~Brenda~

Guest ~Brenda~

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Welcome Sindee!!

Glad that you have found Laura's!! We are all very friendly here and are here to help one another through good times and bad times (hmmm thinking of Led Zeppelin all of the sudden). Seriously though, I am glad that you have arrived here and I am serious about the support. Support is the corner stone of what Laura's is all about. So please do come int and be comfortable. I have cocoa, tea, cookies, and tarts. Let's sit and chat. Others will be by soon to say hello!

While we are waiting, feel free to look around here and post to the forums sweetheart!!!

Oh, by the way hon. Forgive me for asking, but don't you mean MTF? on your gender selection?

HUGS and Welcome

Brenda

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Guest Jean Davis

Guest Jean Davis

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Hi Sindee

Nice to meet you and WELCOME to the playground. :P

I'm sure you'll have a great time here and make a lot of friends..

Everyone here is very freindly and healpfull.

So feel free to ask any questions and post your comments.

Looking forward to hearing from you.

Jean

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Carolyn Marie Platinum Member

Carolyn Marie

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Hi, Sindee, and welcome to Laura's. You've found a great place to express yourself, share opinions

and experiences, get support as well as give it, and most of all, make friends.

As my sisters have said, make yourself at home. We are friendly, we don't pass judgments on people,

and we support each other. You won't find a more inclusive site anywhere.

It sounds like you have great support from Sara, and I'm happy for you. That really is so

important.

It's great to have you with us.

Carolyn Marie

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Guest Stacie46

Guest Stacie46

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Hi Sindee,

Welcome!!!!!! I too am new to this. I have only been here a short time, but have found it to be very interesting and very helpful. Everyone here seems to be very friendly. Again, welcome and look forward to hearing from you.

Stacie

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Guest mynw

Guest mynw

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I am glad to read your posting

Sindee

as you said that is only Gift from GOD,,

your sight looking for your case here,showing how much you will have bright future by that faithful heart,,

hope for you all the best honey,,

and welcome

ok my way sometime for greeting who I love and care appear strange but I will do it

I like your way of posting so please BIG BITE :blink: for you sorry that my way,, :blush:

so tasty I think :P

love you

Bul...

HUGSSSSSS

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Guest Donna Jean

Guest Donna Jean

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Good morning, Sindee!

Welcome to the Playground!

Hey, I, like you, are over 50 and on a wonderful journey now....happily married for 30 years with a loving and supporting wife!

I think you're going to like it here on the forums....lots of wonderful people, lots of good stuff to read, live chats, friends to be made.......

Brenda has made you comfortable with some treats and you are in a nice comfy chair...so put your feet up and welcome to the family!

It's so good to have you, Hon!

Huggs.....

Donna Jean

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Paula ult Rhenium Member

Paula ult

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Hi Sindee and a warm welcome to Laura's,

I am a few years older than you and started transitioning last year at the age of 56, i have no idea why i waited so long other than maybe by bell did not ring yet.

My saying is or was, god made me this way for a reason, i just don't know what that reason is yet and that god does not make mistakes, what you said has me thinking that was the reason.... light bulb moment.

"I am not angry at God for this. I figure he gave me the body of a male to endure the physical tasks I had tossed at me and he gave me the heart of a woman to emotionally survive it. I am grateful for this gift from Creator."

Love

Paula

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jessica_282 Full Member

jessica_282

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Welcome Sidnee,

I would like to give you a big welcome to Laura's Playground, We would love to give you the support, and the friendship, that is needed.

Thanks,

Jessica Hayden

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