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Guest Day / Ducky

Guest Day / Ducky

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Well let em tell a lil bit about myslef i am 21 years old and am a survivor of suicdie i tryed to hang myslef few nouths back due the fact that i was so depress due my gender iussse and life was getting very overwheming. At the time i had no job, no money and very lil food . I was only eatting one meal every 3 days. So one nite i tryed to hang myslef but the blet broke and then i came onto SL to talk to someone why i did this idk know but i am glad i did so cus of it i meet so many ppl and that have helped me agon teh way.

Now about my gender iusses and bing TG. I am not MTF ot FTM i am somewhere in the middle. I do not crossdress nor felt the need to, but id do feel the need to have a more femal saounding name and char. online so i gusse you chould say that i am a online CD.

I recall one nite i was talkign to one of my friends online and talking about some feeings i had asa kid and now she siad that it sounds like that i am TG, and so i looked it up and found a site that i started to go on to every day talking and asking things. Thou the site i thought i was MFT so aord late 06 i tald my mom that i wantd to be a girl well she took it okish. Meaning she wasnt liek ok now lets get you some clothing and such but same time she didnt disone me. But things felt odd after i told her that.

SO after talking on the site more and relly doing some thinking i felt that i siad something that i chould not take back and wasnt a MTF. So, after a few mouths had pass i moved out of the house cus it was getting odd and jsut didnt feel home or that iw as safe to be there and liveing with my mom. Well i moved to FL with a old Hihgschool friend of mine then about 5 mouths later is when i tryed to hang myslef.

So ppl say that bing Transgender is saying that God made a mistake in makeing you thou what if God made you with webbed feet and all your life you wore snadles and been troe up inside about haveing webed feet and made fun of. You go to church and love God with all your heart, mind body and soul and yet each day when you look down at your feet you cant help but think why do i have webb feet and all i want is non webbed feet like everyone esle so you save and think about about haveing any Op to de webb them. T

hen one day you have a op to have feet like everyone else then you walk in church and you are told that you are no longer welcomed to the church and everyone trows the bible at you for cheangeing what God has made and tells you that you cant be a Christan beacuse you mock Gods cration and say he made a mistake in makeing you.

All you get is hate from all you found to love you and you once called friends and family all becuse you want to feel whole and right and like everyone else. You tell the church aznd everyone that you are the same person just does not have webed feet anymore and you had the op to feel whole and right and to have some secnes of peace with in your self. But, the church tells you that you are a sinner and going to hell for changeing your body in a way that does not fit in the bible and God's eye.

Now how would you feel? Does wanting to feel whole and at peace with yourslef change how God looks at you? Does feeling not wanting have webed feet make you a sinner? If you say no wanting to change your feet to non web feet does not matter about your walk with God so why does it matter if one changes thire gender to a other? God will take us for us and made usw how we are and feel just how he wanted to.

He made transgender ppl for a reosns some to share thire stories to others, some to bring them closer to God. It may that he even made some the way they feel and are body, soul and mind to open up ppl and to show them that God loves everyone no matter how they come to him. Gay, Bi srt Male, felmale or any mix in the middle.

No matter how you feel or what you have done God Loved EVERYONE so much that he sent his only son to die on teh cross to wipe clean ALL SINS and for EVERYONE not just for teh rich, the poor, the white, the black, the Gay, or even a guy name bob. He did this for EVERYONE for you and me and all around.

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Hello Day/Ducky,

Thank you for sharing your story with us. No where in the Bible is transsexuality mentioned. Those who condemn it as a mortal sin are over zealous religionists who make up laws to suit their own agendas. God does not condemn transsexuals nor did Jesus in any of his teachings. Search the Bible all you want. You won't find anything there about it.

MaryEllen :)

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