My Doctor Is The Best!

[Guest Amanda joan]

I have to tell you that my Doctor is the best. I have know him for six years and he is a wonderful human being.

On my last appointment after taking my blood pressure and examining me he said It's time to excelerate things . He asked what my dosage was that morning and then he said I want you to double it. You want to be a beautiful woman and I don't see any reason to delay that anymore than is nesessary. Then he said he was going to add a T-blocker and that that should help move things along more quickly. Then he told me that he was going to be an honest critique of how beautiful I become. He was all smiles and so nice that I could not get over his enthusiasm.

I am very fortunate that my body is responding very nicely to the hormones and I have not become a crying basketcase as of yet. I have had some strange feelings in my breasts behind the nipples, I hope these are growing pains. This is very normal and I am very excited about what the next few months will hold for me. Now that 10 close friends have seen me as Amanda and my boss knows that I am trans the only struggle I have left is my children and that is going to take some time to work through.

I plan to work hard on my voice for the next few months or maybe even a year depending on how much progress I can achieve. My hair is getting longer and fuller and I have been able to keep my weight in the 160s for the last few weeks. I hope to be able to get into the lower half of the 160s this month. I have to make more time to work out and tone my tummy and legs.

Becoming a woman is hard work and the physical part is only half the battle. I have a boyfriend now and I have to work on acting more like a lady when I am with him. It is hard being in relationship with a man. There is so much that I keep feeling conflicted about. The sex thing is hard for me. I don't know how I am suppose to figure out when it should be YES and when it should be NO. I want to enjoy it almost as much as he does but, I want to feel valued on so many levels that there has to be more for me in our relationship

I will keep you all updated as things start to change for me.

Peace & Love Amanda

[Guest viv]

Amanda, Loved that post . Good news sends me sky wards , thanks.

Milk Ducts !!!!yep , thats what the feeling in your breasts is , and

Breast Buds . We develop natural Breasts , as natural as GG",TRUE.

If you can get to a gym go on the cross trainer, after a few minutes

reverse your **run**, go back wards ,,,this will tone up your thigh"s .

Re your abbs ,,,sit ups till the cows come home. Doubling your HRT,

oh you lucky woman . I think your feelings re your guy are just run

of the mill stuff hun,,,for a woman !! Yipeee for you Amanda , luv,viv

[Guest Donna Jean]

Amanda......

Wonderful post!

You are doing so well and your joy just shows through!

I remember when my HRT got doubled...I made me feel incredible....Mostly a mental thing, but awesome all the same!

You are steadily moving forward....

Now if you can get the kids on board, you'll be in business...

Good luck on that, Sweetheart.....You can do it, I know that you can!

HUGGS!

Donna Jean

[Paula ult]

Amanda Sweety,

That is good news indeed, the T blocker will make it so the estrogen will be more effective instead of the estrogen fighting the T it can work uninhibited.

It can take up to 2 years to get a decent voice and even after many keep practicing, that is the key practice, practice, practice. Others that have good voices say it was not till they were full time and used their voices all the time that their voices got better, i am full time now and i will see how true that statement was.

Paula

[Carolyn Marie]

Such great news, Amanda. I am so happy for you. There are so many wonderful things happening in your

life, it takes my breath away!

I love being able to share your joy and your adventures. They make me GRIN ear to ear.

My doctor put me on T-Blockers at the beginning (finasteride) so I hope to be doing equally well soon.

I think I'm just a month behind you, but of course this isn't a race.

You are so lucky to have a man in your life already. I hope your relationship grows deep and lasting.

There is a lot of things yet to discover. It really is a sort of adventure. I'm glad we can share in it.

There are many of us starting the journey this year, and I'm lucky to have so many wonderful sisters.

Carolyn Marie

[Guest ~Brenda~]

Amanda hon

All I can say is YAAAAAYYYYYY!

and

SWEEEEET!

Love

Brenda

[Guest Charlene_Leona]

Oh Sis this is such great news, I'm so happy for you. It may take a little time for your emotions to be where you cry on a dime but the T-Blocker will help that. It's also neat that you've found a boyfriend already and remember you control the sex. We'll have to talk more about that offline. I'm praying your son will come around, just be there when he needs you that time will come I'm sure of that. I can't wait till we can get together for real so I can see how beautiful your becoming.

Love

Charlene Leona