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EVAN_DESU

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EVAN_DESU

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I missed you guys...even though it's been less than a month.

Fffffttt; fail.

So.....life hasn't been treating me the best, but I'm trying to make things better....

There are lots of goals I need to accomplish soon..like see a doctor..because I'm always sick..OTL ;___;

And tired...Mostly during the dreaded time of epic female disgustingness (AKA: perioddd) D8

I don't know..I think it's getting worse...The pain...

It makes me want to cry...

I was going to refuse to run the mile in gym today because of it.

..I'm getting a cold again..for the fourth time since..September?

Yeah, so to sum it up Misaki needs to get his arse to the doctor berry berry soon.

T.T

Also it's been ticking me off more and more the way my mom keeps reffering to me as a girl....

It just saddens me...

I had a fight with my friend who told me some mean stuff..about how I'll never fullly be a man.

>___<

But something that did make me smile alot was a gift a friend bought me..she bought me a mini snow globe..At first I was like

"Oh..that's nice..I guess..."

But then I saw what it said...In the middle it said "Evan" I was so happeh. 8D

Yeah...

I got my classes changed...

My art teacher saw I wasn't doing well in clay class, so she switched me to her advanced drawing class.

I feel kind of stupid though...I think everyone in that class has much more talent then me..

So I feel intimidated..

But art has gotten me through tough times, it always hasss. As long as I have art, I am happy.

8D

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PS: (trying to get a feel for con I might be going to in March 8D) Though I fail..I have no white shirts..

;__;

Tskkk.

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Guest Ivan Le Renard

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You make a great L. :'D

*mega brohug*

Sickness is no fun at all. Have you gotten any medicine for the pain?

Taking a nice long nap can help too. I suck at medical advice. Dx

Also it's been ticking me off more and more the way my mom keeps reffering to me as a girl....

It just saddens me...

I hate when my mom does this to me. Sometimes deliberately. >:C

Have you come out to her or told her that it makes you sad? Maybe she'll start to understand if you tell her how much it hurts you to be called a girl.

I would type more, but I have to get to bed. *will try again tomorrow*

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EVAN_DESU

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Just painkillers....

That sometimes don't work.

;__;

And yeah, I tell her all the time, she never stops though...

Sadly....

=/

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EVAN_DESU

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Ughh. I Might try one of those meds just for the time of month...

I almost went home today cuz of it. ;___;

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Hi hun,,,,,glad to hear from you. Re colds /flue etc,,,

try to incorporate some garlic into your diet . Good

stuff garlic,,,plenty of vit c ,,oranges ??? luv,viv :)

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Evan,

Good for your friend with the correct name in the mini snow globe!

And to the one who says that you will never really be a man - an idiot!

Evan, you are a man already and nothing can ever change that you may look like a girl now but you have never been one and if only the physical counted then we would just see ourselves as others do and just stay this way but there is so much more to being a man than just how you look.

You know that you are a man and you always have been, just forget what others say and be the best and kindest man that you can be and be happy - you deserve it.

Love ya,

Sally

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Ahhhh welcome back!! I'm sorry to hear things aren't going so great right now though :c

From the picture you posted (and most of the pix you post) noes, I don't see female. You would be a great L!! Augh conventions are so much fun. It took me 2 months to find a plain white shirt. (It was the first male piece of clothing I ever bought.) Harder to find than it sounds!!!

"You will never be a man" bah... If I was around, I'd have told them to take a sit on something long, rough and sandpapery. Sideways.

I hope that Aunt Flo stops beating you so hard that time when she comes to call >_< I have to take a very strong painkiller, advil, and sometimes a 'Midol' type medication (UGH) but it is important to talk to a doctor about what course of medication to take. If it interferes with your life and happiness it needs to be fixed. Yus yus.

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Ahhhh welcome back!! I'm sorry to hear things aren't going so great right now though :c

From the picture you posted (and most of the pix you post) noes, I don't see female. You would be a great L!! Augh conventions are so much fun. It took me 2 months to find a plain white shirt. (It was the first male piece of clothing I ever bought.) Harder to find than it sounds!!!

"You will never be a man" bah... If I was around, I'd have told them to take a sit on something long, rough and sandpapery. Sideways.

I hope that Aunt Flo stops beating you so hard that time when she comes to call >_< I have to take a very strong painkiller, advil, and sometimes a 'Midol' type medication (UGH) but it is important to talk to a doctor about what course of medication to take. If it interferes with your life and happiness it needs to be fixed. Yus yus.

I know, I've been looking for one for years now..it iz like...impossible!!!

D8

And yeah...

Thank goodness my week of horror and painz is almost over, though.

~

OrIwouldexplode. 0___0

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