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Lauras is a place of hope....a place to seek help..a place to seek anwsers...

and im sure many have found those here....

I know i have found hope...but sadly...I have been living my life off of hopes and dreams..

and slowly the days pass away...and im still clinging onto my hopes...suddenly..Im not living my life..just imaging my dreams...and slowly those dreams fade away...like a ship sinking to the oceans floor...and with that ship i sink for i am the captian...perhaps it was my flaut sailing straight on into a raging storm..for soon i will pay the price soon i will drown as the ship goes down drowning in all my illusions my dreams my hopes all the way to the end with a smile on my face...why because I have worn this fake smile for years...so my expression shall never change..

perhaps i need more curel realitly perhaps thats all I need to see the truth..or maybe ive just had to much...

but curelity is what i shall do...I will erase all my havens....burn down all my safe walls..Ive hidden behind..

preposely lose the war just to see my end...

and with that being said i wish for my account to be deleted so like me..it will disapear...no longer exist...

just like a snow flake in a blizzard...I was there...but you couldnt make me out from the others...

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Hello Selkia,

Each snow flake is unique! And here, you're not lost in the blizzard. Here you're in a safe place of unconditional love. Even if you're unsure of your path right now, your best off among Laura's family who cares for you.

It's not a bad thing to take a time out, to reassess your needs and your priorities. But be careful to do those things in the clear light of day, not when you're down.

Please give yourself some hope for a better day tomorrow, see a ray of light even if it's distant. Don't do anything now that can't be undone - your life is precious and there are people who truly love you.

I do wish you the best in your endeavors to understand yourself. Do remember that humans are tribal creatures - you've got better odds sticking around than you do on your own - so I hope to hear from you again soon!

All my love, Kat

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Well, I do believe that Selkia will be back.

You know that I love you and you know that I live here in the Playground so come back to visit mom if for no other reason but you do have friends here, not just me.

We all need love and support and I can think of no better place to find it.

Love ya,

Sally

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Hi Selkia, sorry to see you want to go Hun. Can I ask you a favor ??

Would you consider just taking a break for a while ?? . Burning bridges

is not a good plan imo re us folk. Walk away and do something unrelated

to gender issues a while , jump on a m/cycle weekends and drive .

Make up your mind when you have rested it . Of course you may have already

done all this ,,,if this is the case then I wish you well my friend , take care and

never forget ,,,,,we will be always here . This reply saddens me :( ,,,viv.

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not sure what this means; I don't know you but I hope that what you are searching for you surely find; good luck and feel free to come back and visit if you have the need, even anonymously.

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