I Was Just Wondering

[Guest budger]

I sometimes sit and wonder what it is that I 'm supose to be in life male or female

most of my life I have enjoyed dressing in woman's clothes longer that I can remember

and dream about being a woman.I had a bad drinking problem for years and finally manage to kick that habit [to anyone out there who has a problem get help life is so much better without that junk]anyhow I'm married now for the second time and I love my wife

and kids but sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be a woman and live as a woman all the time.I'm not attracted to men unless I'm dressed in woman's clothing then I wish that a man would be with me sexually [strange I guess]I have had sex with both men and woman and enjoyed each equally.I'm sure that this will be my secret forever because of my children and wife it would probably devastate them if they knew about my crossdressing.I guess the reason for writing this is to just make some sense out of it for myself.

[MaryEllen]

Hi Budger,

Thank you for sharing with us. Many here are in the same situation as you are. You're not alone.

MaryEllen