Ville

[Guest Ville]

Hello,

my name is Ville (I'm not the singer of a band called HIM!, hope that is clear know - just the same name, that's all!), I'm 29 and that what people called a "Transman"!

I'm biological a woman but feel as a man! I don't want to take horomones or make someday a operation! That's for me not the right way!

I'm nothing made by doctors! So I live the life as a woman! Hard enough and hardly to unterstand - I know!

I'm also as a man a very feminine type and that makes the whole story not easier! I'm just a gay man in a female body! God knows why! That's a really strange life, that

can I see for surly!

So if you see I'm also a little bit different than the most Transman are - but, well, that's me!

I'm glad to be here, see or better read you soon!

Ville

[Guest JayJaye]

Well, i'm totally new here, too, and i'm also a ftm who loves men! i've been living as a straight woman but inside i'm really a man. i know this, and have known this since i was young, but because i'm attracted to men it hasn't been as bad as it could have been. mostly i have issues because of my missing anatomy that even hormones won't replace really, so i'm not sure what to do either. i figure if i hang out with other people like me it will help me understand myself.

[Guest Just_Call_Me_Nick]

Hello there and welcome to the forum....your not alone in feeling this way....you came to the right place for some really great friends...

Nick~

[MaryEllen]

Hello Ville,

Welcome to Laura's playground. Thanks for sharing with us.

MaryEllen

[Guest Ville]

I want to say a big THANK YOU to all here for their warm welcome! Thank you so much!

[Guest Ville]

Well, i'm totally new here, too, and i'm also a ftm who loves men! i've been living as a straight woman but inside i'm really a man. i know this, and have known this since i was young, but because i'm attracted to men it hasn't been as bad as it could have been. mostly i have issues because of my missing anatomy that even hormones won't replace really, so i'm not sure what to do either. i figure if i hang out with other people like me it will help me understand myself.

I have also no idea how I can life, cause I cannot live a sexuality, a relationship and I cannot declare that to the people around me! It's really mad! My problems are more mental because I don't feel me because I'm not really here! I look at other people and unterstand nothing, how the feel as a normal woman or a normal man, how the can feel the world around or the life! I'm like a ghost or dead person or something like that! I cannot make holidays and find some peace because I have to go everywhere with this body! It's really extrem and unbelievable how that go in everywhere! So I hope that you and maybe I can find some answers here!