Release

[Guest Renny-sama]

Release,

A short story by Renn Allen Gurski.

PS: This a Narrative story... of a boy who felt different and so found his way.

"My name is Joan, But I was once called John."

I'm a Transsexual, Going from male to female.

And this is my story.

I never realized it but when it awakened, it all made sense. My odd habits, my inner confusion about myself, pretty much everything that made me, me. Let me start with the time of confusion up until I was 17 years old.

I live in the north western area of San Fransisco, I was born in San Diego but my parents died in an accident, only I survived... Now I live with my Aunt and Uncle... My Uncle's a brilliant Surgeon, and my Aunt's a top real estate agent... They constantly spoil me... being as they can't have kids of their own. But my Aunt, she told me that she really wished I was a girl instead. So once every two weeks or so she'd give me a makeover... She did them ever since. It was sort of a tradition...

As she continued doing it... I kinda got used to it, but after awhile I even started to like it...

After that...it got really addicting... I took the clothes and the makeup and all the preparatory stuff my aunt used and started using it myself. Painting my nails just seemed to invigorate me so... putting on the makeup made me feel like something else was coming out... and I eventually knew that it was my actual self, The girl within the boy's body...

At around 16 I found out about this special strip club that allowed people like me to earn some extra cash...

I took out the number and put it in my wallet then I thought... "Well I guess this is it, Gotta get serious."

Over three weeks I ordered all the supplies I needed... I had saved up my allowance for quite a while...

I worked at that club for about four months and was comfortable... I used my pay to make my passion a reality...

But first I had to tell my Aunt and Uncle...

My Aunt burst into tears of joy when she heard, my uncle was not very surprised, and up until now... he kept the detail of his work hush-hush. It turned out... he was the person who performed the final surgery for most people of my type... He was strictly male to start and even contemplated getting a sexual transition himself... but when he was rejected for Estrogen, he thought He'll be a supporter of Transsexual people and since he was going to be a doctor, he said he'll do what he is doing today. He then told me that since I made the full decision, He'd finish me up for free. and that was shortly before I turned 17... Now, I'm 23 years old, had hormones for three years, and upon my final dose my uncle finished my journey to womanhood... My Aunt helped me through alot of it too by helping me discover it at a young age...

"My name is Joan, But I was once John."

[Guest miss kindheart]

Thank you for sharing with all of us Joan,

<<< hug >>>

vanna