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Guest Chandra

I just don't understanding my feelings lately. I have been feeling pretty good lately when one would think that I should be feeling nervous and crummy. My future is completely uncertain, due to health reasons and I feel like my young boss is tossing me out, like a pair of old worn out shoes to be replaced with a newer pair. I have given his dad 17 years of excellent service, and loved my job until he retired and handed the company over to his youngest son a few years ago. I am 48 years old and might have to be put on disability, or find some other way to support my sick wife and me.

But for unknown reasons I am not worried a bit, when I should be. I was headed towards transition and actually had an appointment with a GT that I was looking forward to so very much, but that's on hold now until my future becomes more clear.

My friends have told me that I seem much calmer now than ever. Does this make any sense to anyone?

Love Chandra

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Guest ~Brenda~

It certainly does Chandra :)

I am not sure of all the reasons, but I think one of the reasons is that you know that one way or another things will work out. You have lived long enough to have experienced that.

Also, I think you know yourself better now than you ever have before :)

Just my thoughts,

Love

Brenda

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Guest Donna Jean

Also, I think you know yourself better now than you ever have before :)

Love

Brenda

I think tat Brenda is on track here, Hon....

Self acceptance is like a weight being lifted...now you know your direction and even though you've hit a snag...you still know where you need to go...

Hang in there, Baby...

You'll make it!

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Guest ricka

Hi Chandra! I can so relate to what you are saying! Although I am not

facing the tumultous kinds of things you are right now I find that I am

much better equipped emotionally to deal with life as a woman than I ever

was before. Add to that a deep and abiding sense of joy and feeling

complete just being who I am as a woman. The other thing that I discovered

was that I don't get lonely and life seems much fuller for me living it

as a woman.

hugs, Ricka

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Guest Evan_J

When I first started to transition, I went through several months where I was "on top of the world" . Stressors were there but "didn't affect me". Just a great sense of everything was glorious in the world. Could be an affect of being on the road to being YOU.

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