Dream

[Guest jaymie]

I had the weirdest dream the other day and although some of the details are a little foggy, I remember it well enough, but more so, I remember how I felt in the dream. It started out with me dressed as a woman, as Jaymie (I was also about 18 years younger), with family members and my fiance around, specifically we were talking to my mom. I felt panic and overall quite uncomfortable...I then became male and shortly after, I was a woman again...this time I was not dressed as a woman, I was a woman (I had undergone srs). Not only was this going on shifting between male and female, but I was also changing age from young to my recent age and back and forth and in between...(these are the details i'm confused about as I was finding it hard to keep track of my age and my physical sex)...But what I do rememeber is that eventually I felt at ease as Jaymie, I felt right and that my mom and I cried, happy tears, she said that she always knew that I was a girl and that she was happy to have a daughter. It felt great to hear, great to be accepted. However, I really don't think they (parents) would approve if I were to live as Jaymie. My fiance is good with me crossdressing but going further could be a huge step at this point. I just can't get over the feeling I felt when I was a woman , fully accepted, it was amazing! I don't really know where, i'm going with this, just needed to share.

Hugs

Jaymie

[Carolyn Marie]

That sounds like a great dream, Jaymie.

Clearly you've had a lot of trans stuff on your mind, and your hopes and anxieties and fears are all reflected in the dream. I've had my share of those too, and as transition has progressed, my dreams have become more pleasant and affirming.

Just take it for the pleasant dream it was, and look forward to tonight...

Carolyn Marie

[Guest ChloëC]

I find it funny that when I dream with the remembering flag checked (which is not often..enough), the dream is almost real, yet not at the same time. It's like I know I'm dreaming but I also am acutely aware of what's going on around me, until it gets a tad bizarre, of course. And when I wake up, I can remember a lot of the detail. Yet, only a few hours later, it's all gone.

The last time (several weeks ago) I had a tg (well actually, I was fully female in it, tho I did 'know' I had been male once) dream that I remembered , I wrote it down within an hour. I am soooooo glad I did. It was a very textured and elaborate.

Glad you shared, Jaymie

Hugs,

Chloë

[Guest Mila]

Hey Jaymie

Ughh... I kinda hate those dreams, especially if they feel real. You are so happy in that dream, but then you wake up -> reality.

I hope that some aspects of that dream will come true, like your family accepting you! May dreams come true...

Mila

[Guest miss kindheart]

hi Jayme,

<<< hug >>>

You know that many dreams do come true

I think yours sounds wonderful

You are beautiful But then you always have been.

vanna

[JJ]

Even though it is sad to wake to a different reality some dreams can give us hope and a boost for the day.

Because it is our own inner self talking to us they have a profound effect on mood sometimes. At least for me. My dreams also have helped me figure out how I really feel and what I really want. The ones that are symbolic-and there are a lot-drive me crazy but make me laugh.

Once I was worrying a lot about something and dreamed I was standing in a shower worrying about it with all my clothes on. As soon as I woke up I knew it meant I was "all wet"-wrong-about it and shouldn't be worrying. It was right too. Happens all the time. My subconscious seems to be a lot smarter than I am!

Lately I've been dreaming about sorting things and being trans almost every night but barely remember the dreams except vague snippets. I do remember Donna Jean and Lizzy are giving me advise in them:D

May the best of your dreams come true!

Hugs

JJ