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Guest laura g

Hey guys, i made an account a long time ago but never got that involved. At the time when i joined i was a closet crossdresser and was not out to anyone. I also could not drive at the time. Well i can drive now, and i have come out to a close friend of mine. She loves the idea of me dressing and it does not affect our friendship at all. I was so happy that i was able to tell her. Well having her knowing has given me more confidence. But i still can not be a transexual. Even though i would love to become a girl, i just cant do it. I am 6'5" and 230lbs. I wear a size 16 in womans. So i have no shoes that fit. I am blessed to have two older sisters that i can fit into their clothes with two huge closets full. There are a few pairs of heels that i can wear but still doesnt make me happy. My friend is about to order me some heels from ebay and have them delivered to her house. I can not wait! Also this coming thursday we are going to go shopping in birmingham while i am all dressed up. And we are buying me a wig on wednesday.

anyways thought id say hey again and let you all know that i was back around! the name is laura! :)

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Hello Laura,

Welcome back to Laura's Playground. :)

MaryEllen

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Guest Cowboy

Well Laura, welcome to Laura's.

I see your flag says Alabama.

I was there this weekend.

Up in Eufaula. Really nice up there.

Welcome again,

smile.gif Cowboy

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Guest Donna Jean

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Hello, Laura...

Welcome back, Honey..

I'm Donna Jean.

Well, since you're back from a long time away, I'll fix you up with a hot cup of coco and a plate of Sally's cookies...lets see if you remember how good they are...OK?

Now, I'd like to ask you to be sure to have a look at the forum rules...there's a link at the top of most pages...It says “Terms & Conditions..

And, we moderate this site to keep it safe for everyone..

Gee, Laura, It's nice to have you back!

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Guest JackieP

Hi Laura,

Just a note to say welcome back and good luck with your shopping as well!

You mentioned wigs , if your interested, there's a makeover site - tazz.com - that allows you to try different hairstyles + colors, make-up and so on. You can use one of their base pics or download your own. It may help you decide what look suits you!

Also, if you can afford it, try to get a better quality wig - I started with wigs at the beginning and found the cheap ones really didn't last long or look very real. I went thru many until my hair grew out and found that to be the case for me anyways.

Again - Welcome !

Jackie :)

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi Luura,

<<< hug >>>

Welcome to Laura's Playground.

Please feel free to come over and chat sometime.

The Chat room does require another registration that is separate from from your forums one.

Please read the chat room rules before coming in, and expect a short interview with one of the chat room moderators.

One of the things that they will ask you is if you read the rules. :)

We have Cross Dressers meetings -Tues 8pm est, and you are welcome to attend.

We all look forward to seeing you.

:wub: vanna

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Guest laura g

Thanks for the warm welcomes! And already read the rules! :)

As for the chat, im sad i missed it tonight. i really wanted in on it but i was at the fire deptartment for maintenance night. The thing about me is i am a pretty manly man. Im only 18 but look 23. I volunteer in my local fire dept and love doing it. I love helping people.

And thanks jackie for that site! i am about to check it out! For now i will have to stick to a lower quality wig. Only because i cant work and do school at the same time. My rents wont let me. :( but i did work alot this summer and have a good sum of money, but its in my bank account. Which my dad randomly checks. so if he see's a 100 or 150 dollar withdrawl he wants to know why. ugh. but i have found a way around it by using paypal and selling stuff to put money into there. i have alot of junk laying around and ebay is my bestfriend! haha

To cowboy, i havent been to Eufaula in awhile. What were you there for? Im from montgomery. Or well a small town just outside called Pike Road. I love it here. Its mostly rural country and i wont live anywhere else! Alot of people hate on alabama and think were nothing but rednecks, while yes i have a redneck side to me, i can still be a prep! haha

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To cowboy, i havent been to Eufaula in awhile. What were you there for? Im from montgomery. Or well a small town just outside called Pike Road. I love it here. Its mostly rural country and i wont live anywhere else! Alot of people hate on alabama and think were nothing but rednecks, while yes i have a redneck side to me, i can still be a prep! haha

We go huntin out there by the lake, so we were up there puttin out corn and stuff. My moms S/O knows some dude who lets us hunt on his property. We werent to far from where you were at then if your in Pike Road. lol im from Southeast Georgia and we get the same kind of redneck hate. i'll admit theres a lot out here, and i can be one myself, but we're all just good people. tongue.gif

And hey, that was my 1st time bein up there in Eufaula and i loved it. lotta farms and lil ol country towns. 1st time ive seen and drove on that many hills in my life. lol. its nice out there though. I got an uncle who lives down in mobile, but shoot mobile aint really all that nice compared to what i seen out there in Eufaula and Phenix City. I might not be a roll tide fan or Auburn tiger, but bama aint all that bad. lol

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Hi Laura,

Welcome back! Nice to have you aboard. Having a wig makes so much difference in how one feels and looks. I got mine through thebreastformstore.com . They are very Trans-friendly and supportive.

I live in a rural area myself, so understand some of the issues you face. So nice that you have someone who can help you out that way.

Please keep posting as you can.

Huggs,

Opal

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Guest KimberlyF

Hi Laura,

Welcome!

One thing in your OP that jumped off the page at me was this:

"But i still can not be a transexual. Even though i would love to become a girl, i just cant do it. I am 6'5" and 230lbs."

Have you talked to a therapist about your feelings?

Kim

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Guest Valerie_LeeAnn

Howdy Laura, and welcome back! :D Nice to see ya! My name is Valerie :)

Hehe, I was born in LA (Lower Alabama) near Florida. . .Doubt you heard of Brewton.

Anyways welcome back! :)

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It is nice to return. I did the same thing and returned and have never looked back...we all get side tracked by something and it feels good to come home and see old friends and kick off your shoes and put them on the furniture...enjoy..

Mia

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Guest laura g

We go huntin out there by the lake, so we were up there puttin out corn and stuff. My moms S/O knows some dude who lets us hunt on his property. We werent to far from where you were at then if your in Pike Road. lol im from Southeast Georgia and we get the same kind of redneck hate. i'll admit theres a lot out here, and i can be one myself, but we're all just good people. tongue.gif

And hey, that was my 1st time bein up there in Eufaula and i loved it. lotta farms and lil ol country towns. 1st time ive seen and drove on that many hills in my life. lol. its nice out there though. I got an uncle who lives down in mobile, but shoot mobile aint really all that nice compared to what i seen out there in Eufaula and Phenix City. I might not be a roll tide fan or Auburn tiger, but bama aint all that bad. lol

I hear ya! yea nothin wrong with a lil bit of redneck! its more fun! i think what keeps me a little preppy is my crossdressing side. but im always wearing carhardts and boots as a guy. so not really preppy idk. haha and yea i love it down here. wouldnt give it up for anything in the world! and war eagle by the way!

Hi Laura,

Welcome!

One thing in your OP that jumped off the page at me was this:

"But i still can not be a transexual. Even though i would love to become a girl, i just cant do it. I am 6'5" and 230lbs."

Have you talked to a therapist about your feelings?

Kim

no i havent, i dont really feel the need to. i mean my feelings arent that strong to be a woman. i would love to be, but it just isnt really possible. i love my life as a guy. honestly i do not want to give that up. im pretty popular and have a ton of friends. i wouldnt want to give all that up.

Howdy Laura, and welcome back! :D Nice to see ya! My name is Valerie :)

Hehe, I was born in LA (Lower Alabama) near Florida. . .Doubt you heard of Brewton.

Anyways welcome back! :)

ha believe it or not i have!

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Hello Laura,

Nice to have you here posting. I am also fairly new and have found everyone here very supportive. It is great that you have a lady friend that helps you out.

Don't put labels or not put labels on yourself until you have done a lot of soul searching and have talked to a therapist. We come in all sizes. I have a friend who is over six feet tall and very few people have a clue that she is not a generic girl.

Mia

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