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Guest Jinbotsu

Hello,

My name is aaron. im a 21 year old male, current student of a network administrations program. I'm also in the army reserves. I am stuck with a body that i believe is wrong..ever since i was little the thoughts have been there, as the years have gone by they have become more intense. In middle school i went further and used various online communities such as non-audio/visual chat. Things like yahoo pool became my haven where i could be a female, no body could tell i was not actually a girl. When the xbox came out and the ability to play against one another through internet connection became popular i started posing as a female, this time working from a girl who could not speak, and only let off girly grunts and giggles to the ability to speak with a very sweet voice, i have been doing this since 2004, and i am starting on singing..

I have decided that i need to transition as soon as i can! I cant stand the thoughts of living my whole life hating my body, and hating having no choice but to live with it..i am scared and i know this will be a difficult journey but it'll be well worth having happiness..

-Aaron 'Breanne'

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi Aaron,

<<< hug >>>

Welcome to Laura's Playground.

Please feel free to come over and chat sometime.

The Chat room does require another registration that is separate from from your forums one.

Please read the chat room rules before coming in, and expect a short interview with one of the chat room moderators.

One of the things that they will ask you is if you read the rules. :)

We have MTF meetings-Mon & Sat 9pm est, and you are welcome to attend.

We all look forward to seeing you.

:wub: vanna

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Guest sarah f

Welcome to Laura's Breanne. I am glad you found the site and searching for answers.

You will find that there are so many of us out there just like you. Stick around here on the site and we will try to help in any way we can.

The first step that you should take is find a good GT (gender therapist) to help you find out how far you need to go with this. They also will be the ones that will help you get started on hormones.

When you have a chance take a look at the terms and conditions located at the top of each page. We are a moderated site and keep it pg-13.

If you have any quesitons feel free to post them any time. I look forward to seeing more from you.

PS. Thank You for serving our country!

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Guest Donna Jean

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Good morning, Honey...

Welcome to the Playground...

You know me by now...(Donna Jean)

We met yesterday in the VET forums...

Also let me mention that you now have 5 posts so, you can use the Private Messenger...

I'm glad that you decided to stick around..this site can do you a world of good...

It's nice to have you!

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Hi Breanne,

Welcome to Laura's! Nice to have you join us. This is a wonderful site with lots of information, plus a lot of very nice people that one can interact with.

Congratulations on your decision to transition. Have you found a Gender Therapist who can aid you in your journey?? If not, this site does have a listing of GT's, a few who will even consult on-line. Sorry if I am getting into too much detail right off of the bat.

I see you now have five posts, so the Personal Messenger (PM) feature should now be available to you. And as Sarah said, Thank you for your service to our country!

Huggs,

Opal

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Guest ChloëC

Hi Breanne,

Welcome to Laura's. That singing sounds great. I'd sing more often, too, if I weren't a charter member of Garrison Keillor's League for the Singing Impaired.

I used to be on two different sites playing the role of a female. But I found this site and while imagining is great and all, expressing it a little more openly can be so much better!

We're glad you here!

Hugs

Chloë

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Welcome to the Playground, Breanne. As you can see, we prefer to use your female name since you've identified as MtF. If you prefer otherwise, please let us know.

I encourage you to look around all the forums, and post wherever you like. Someone will always come along with a thoughtful reply. The Chat rooms are also great places to hang out and make friends, and the Resource Pages are a great...well, resource. :D

I look forward to seeing you around the Forums.

Carolyn Marie

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Guest Jinbotsu

Wow,

Thanks for the warm welcome. :) It feels nice to feel like i have to hide anything here. I have already made plans to start sessions with Caroline Gibbs at the end of September/early October. I'm feeling very confident in my decision to transition, and that confidence is increasing every day! Again thank you for the nice welcome, It is going to be ten times easier with some support!:)

-Breanne

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Hi Breanne,

Nice to have you here and posting. Sounds like you are determined to transition and doing it younger is easier on your life than later. As others have said the first big step is finding a good Gender Therapist to work with. A lot of us older folks just battled with our true selves until we were older before finding a person who could help us. One of my major regrets in this life is that I waited so long.

Looking forward to seeing your posts.

Mia

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Hiyas Aaron Breanne,

That last paragraph of your intro says it all. I'm so glad you made this decision at 21. when I was 21, I was so busy surviving I never had time to know myself that well. You got some moxie kiddo! ;) You know, there's a veterans forum here too.

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