A Few Updates

[JenniferB]

I have heard that injections of estrodiol valerate is the best way to take hormones. The main reason I've read is that it will more feminize you. I must have called six endocrinologists in town and not one give injections for MTF. One gives injections for FTM. So I guess I'm going to have to take the pill. I've seen some of the results here and it's sure worked out for many. Although I might try Phoenix.

I think it's funny that in female mode some areas you shop in feel awkward. One of them is buying beer. I can't think of a better way (well except for taking hormones) to keep me from drinking any alcohol then being dressed up in female mode. Of course I've stopped anyway, not just because of making sure I pass the blood word, but also because I want the hormones to have full effect.

One of my GG girlfriends told me the reason women try to look pretty is to attract men. I always try to look pretty so I can pass. I guess there has to be a good middle ground where either you don't look like a pretty woman or a pretty transsexual. Or maybe wear a fake wedding ring if you are not married and don't want to get hit on atm.

Even though I am excited about the changes soon coming. I'm also becoming a little nervous. There are going to be massive changes, and I wonder if I can keep up with them and might get over my head and lost. I guess we all have doubts from time to time. I'm sure many have had doubts right before the beginning of physical transition and wondering if you are doing the right thing. I've been in male mode for 50, almost 51 years, and this is all going to be new. New in the physical, social, and emotional aspect. This is going to take a lot of courage.

I see my GT on Monday and this should be the last time before I receive my recommendation letter. I'm praying that everything goes smoothly. It really looks like at work it's going to be ok. Many suspect I'm trans and others know something is up. I really don't think there is going to be a big surprise when I come out to the staff.

That's all for now

Jenny

[Carolyn Marie]

Thanks for the update, Jennifer.

Good stuff happening for you, hon, and I'm glad.

I've heard others say that they had a hard time finding a doctor willing to do shots of E. It seems to vary a lot among endos. But pills and patches are both very effective, so I wouldn't stress over it. I think the main advantage of shots is that the effects are faster, but

that's all.

HUGS

Carolyn Marie

[Guest audrey michelle]

good luck, jennifer! keep your head up, be patient, and itll all work in your favor!

[Guest BeckyTG]

Actually, the patch is a good way to receive your medication. Taken orally, in pill form, the E has to go through the liver and this can be hard on the liver.

Patches dose it into the bloodstream and are easier on the liver. Patches are much more expensive, pills can be bought in the right places cheap. The dosage from patches are extremely level, compared to shots or pills, so peaks and valleys are minimized.

Either way, you'll eventually turn into a girl.

Hugs,

Becky

[Guest Donna Jean]

Even though I am excited about the changes soon coming. I'm also becoming a little nervous. There are going to be massive changes, and I wonder if I can keep up with them and might get over my head and lost. I guess we all have doubts from time to time. I'm sure many have had doubts right before the beginning of physical transition and wondering if you are doing the right thing. I've been in male mode for 50, almost 51 years, and this is all going to be new. New in the physical, social, and emotional aspect. This is going to take a lot of courage.

Jenny

Jennifer, Dear Heart.....

LOL...yes there will be massive changes to you, but they won't hit on Mondy at 12:35....

It happens slowly over time and you have plenty of time to get used to them...

But, you do have to watch because one day many months later, you'll look in the mirror and wonder where that woman came from!

Hang in there, Baby...you're gonna be just fine!

Huggs

Donna Jean

[Guest sarah f]

Dee Jay is correct in that it doesn't happen overnight. You will notice the girls first and then the skin will soften. After that you will slowly start to see the figure and face start to change. It is all a process and takes time to start to show up.

Good Luck and don't worry you will be ok.