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Out Of The Closet And Into The Sunlight?


Michelle 2010

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Title says it all. Grew up before the internet so the closet became a comfortable place for Michelle to live. Many changes in the book of life in the last few years; almost all good requiring a new level of honesty in my life. Like the fact that folks here are trying to come to grips with life on lifes terms, not an easy task for this sexually confused person. I've not spent alot of time here but like what I've seen. If this forum is like my other favorite, Florida outdoors stuff, I'll be here regularly and participate too. The fresh air around here is nice. I'll tell more about myself as time goes on. Not sure if I'm CD, Trans, or what but I like the fact that here, thats ok...(:

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Hi Michelle,

Welcome to Laura's! Nice to have you join in. This is a wonderful site with lots of useful information, plus many wonderful people one can engage in polite conversation with.

This is a PG-13 site so the younger members can participate. Please be sure to look over the Rules and Guidelines if you have not already done so.

Please continue to post as you are comfortable in doing so.

Huggs,

Opal

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Guest ChloëC

Hi Michelle,

We're glad you found Laura's. Lots of friendly and supportive people, lots to find out and share.

What's really ok is that you are you. And if we can help you find out more things about yourself, and where you are and maybe where you want to be, then that's even better.

That's one of the great things about Laura's, is that we can accept our differences and still have lots of experiences and knowledge that we can share.

We're happy you're here.

Hugs

Chloë

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Hi Michelle,

Welcome! Laura's is a great place where we are all accepted for ourselves. There are a lot of wonderful people here that have no aggenda other then to help us get to know ourselves better.

I look forward to reading your post and getting to know you better.

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If I double posted hopefully the mods will fix it.

Thank you for the welcome! In rereading my post I didn't clarify that the sexually confused person I was refering to was me. I started attending a monthly TG support group in May of this year and find that many of the MTF and FTM there aren't confused at all. They know who they are and are becoming. Its a little exhilarating to be "out" and communicating in a healthy way. No experimental trysts or adventures, and no one to openly communicate with about who the "other" me is until this year. A wife who tolerates in varying degrees(bless her) and a college senior son who knows nothing... Oh well, it is what it is.

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Guest Elizabeth K

Title says it all. Grew up before the internet so the closet became a comfortable place for Michelle to live. Many changes in the book of life in the last few years; almost all good requiring a new level of honesty in my life. Like the fact that folks here are trying to come to grips with life on lifes terms, not an easy task for this sexually confused person. I've not spent alot of time here but like what I've seen. If this forum is like my other favorite, Florida outdoors stuff, I'll be here regularly and participate too. The fresh air around here is nice. I'll tell more about myself as time goes on. Not sure if I'm CD, Trans, or what but I like the fact that here, thats ok...(:

GRIN - yes, 'sexualy confused'??? A good way to think about it is gender dysphoric - which means you have conflicts about what gender you are, both? neither? Somewhere in between? Just expressing a feminine side or affirming a femaleness you feel? That's an easy way to look at it. It evenually works out. So WELCOME - we are friendly, non judgemental and we protect the site from the bad guys.

Lizzy

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Hi Michelle,

Welcome to Laura's! You've found a great place to be yourself and explore your feelings.

We aren't therapists, and a gender therapist is always the best way to find your way through the confusing maze of gender identity, but we will be happy to share our opinions and experiences with you. You'll find that your confusion and questions are shared by many of us here and still others have been through it and are ready to help those who are still seeking their way.

I look forward to your posts!

JohnJ

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Hi Michelle,

I love that name - so much that it is my middle name - I saw you had just joined and I dropped by to say hello, I noticed that some of our friendly members have already been here so i will just say my welcome the way I like to by offering you a plate of my fresh baked cookies to make you feel right at home and I believe that Donna jean has some hot cocoa here so let me get you a mug.

Now do remember where you keep your mug because here in our virtual world we never run out of cocoa or cookies - even if you do delete them from your browser. :lol:

Welcome to our family, I believe that you will like it here.

Love ya,

Sally

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Welcome to the Playground, Michelle.

The best way to learn here is to post and ask questions, and you are welcome to post in any forum; however, the only teens can start

a new topic in the Teen Forum.

We have a Chat room as well, and although it requires a separate registration, its worth it if you like a fast paced environment.

Have fun, and learn all you can. Don't worry about being confused either, because most of us were when we came here.

Carolyn Marie

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Hi Sugar and a warm welcome to our family here at Laura's! I hope you will

make yourself at home with us. As far as gender identity and sexual orientation

issues the nice thing is that you don't have to "choose sides" here or in

life, for that matter. Nor do you have to choose labels. Labels are for

clothing and food items---not people.

Miss Ricka

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Miss Ricka, I agree and that philosophy is attractive to me. I try not to struggle to define myself nor fight to "correct" what I once considered defects. Its hard to like yourself if you don't accept who you are. I've learned that the real defects are fear, self pity, selfishness etc, so I'll see what happens if I try to trust and let the flowers bloom.

Btw, I need to find a cool avatar. I'm not ready to bring out the glamour photos. Like any girl I'm vain, and while I trust the regular people here...but trusting cyberspace? Not so much. I'll have to think about it.

Michelle

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi Michelle,

<<< hug >>>

Welcome to Laura's Playground.

Please feel free to come over and chat sometime.

The Chat room does require another registration that is separate from from your forums one.

Please read the chat room rules before coming in, and expect a short interview with one of the chat room moderators.

One of the things that they will ask you is if you read the rules. :)

We all look forward to seeing you.

:wub: vanna

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Welcome Michelle

I think you will find this site of value, I sure have.

Hugs

Cindy -

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Guest Donna Jean

Btw, I need to find a cool avatar. I'm not ready to bring out the glamour photos. Like any girl I'm vain, and while I trust the regular people here...but trusting cyberspace? Not so much. I'll have to think about it.

Michelle

Hello, Michelle

Welcome to the Playground

I'm Donna Jean

I just want to make you aware that, even though we are constantly patrolled by the dreaded Google-bots...

No one can see your pics except members!

So, while the "guests" can read your posts...they cannot se your pics....ok?

Hey, Hon...I'm glad that you've joined and you'll find that this is the place to start defining who you are...

It helps, because while on a scale...male being to the right and female to the left, there are infinite places in between that we can stop...ok?

Huggs

Donna Jean

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Welcome to Laura's Playground Michelle

Try delving into previous threads. You will find many answers there and a lot of info you hadn't thought about. Glad to see you here.

Jenny

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Guest sarah f

Welcome to Laura's Michelle. I am glad you like what you have seen so far and decided to join. If you have any questions for us just ask and we will try to help.

I hope to see more of your posts.

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