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Guest Ami James

I miss everyone here at LP and see how everyone been up to.

So far lately, there's have some quite few chanages going on my life, I already came out to three of my family members and they accpet me a little by little everyday and my friend. I am still livin' on my own. Which being FTM is a changalle, because my "best" friend didn't know I am FTM and she asked me what kind of clothes I wear... I told her, "men's clothes". she kinda look at me funny and unconfortable, I explained. "We been best friends for long time since we both were in school. I want to you to know, I don't care if you like me or not, I'm FTM. She thought I was jokin' because we were drinkin' that night at the party (we were alone talkin'). She didn't take it too well but we still remind friends but... I don't know if i am gonna lose her as a friend after I told her that.

I keep my profile low anymore because of drama stuffs been throughin' at me a lot lately and try to live right. It's been a long haul changalle for me. I ain't gonna give up for who i really am inside. I got to keep on fighting but I come realize, I can't go on without supports to help me get through this battle of losin' everyone I trust, love and whom I can count on. Some days I felt like I wanna give up, but I know I can't. I got to stay true to myself and keep on fightin' like the cowboys would do.

I am glad to come back on here and sorry for being gone that long. I know for sure I am back for good. I miss y'all here on LP.

To the new people I haven't seen before, Howdy and welcome to LP even, I missed the intro...

IT's good to be back.

Ami James

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Guest Donna Jean

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Oh my goodnes! AJ! How the heck are you? Oh, wait......you just told me!....lol

Are you still in the RV?

Gee, Hon, it's so good to hear from you again!

I hope that you have a chance to stick around...and if not, at least drop in from time to time to keep us updated on what's going on with you....OK?

HUGGGGGGGS!

Donna Jean

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Yep, I'm still livin' in the RV... at least I got a place of my own still. that's a good thing. How the heck am I? lol, I can say that again, I think things goin' good but kinda awarkard (sp?) year since I came out to some of my family and one of my friends.

I will be back online later. It's good to hear from ya.

**hugs back to Donna Jean*

Again, it is good to be back.

AJ

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Oh my goodnes! AJ! How the heck are you? Oh, wait......you just told me!....lol

Are you still in the RV?

Gee, Hon, it's so good to hear from you again!

I hope that you have a chance to stick around...and if not, at least drop in from time to time to keep us updated on what's going on with you....OK?

HUGGGGGGGS!

Donna Jean

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