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Okay, so a couple of last week or the week before...I cannot remeber I was able to get my mother away from everybody and I sat down and talked with her about me. Well after her response of "Umm..okay. So is there anything else you that is so important?' I was a little set back. She really didn't ask a lot of questions. Mainly on my name.

In her defense her sister is a MTF and her favorite uncle and ex-husband are both gay. She also is a RN so the medical training pays off I guess.

Anyway I was concerned at how she was taking it. I really got to discover almost three years ago the thinking of my mother when I helped her out throught the rough time of her almost losing her entire family. We had a fire when she was at work and we were all in the house and some barely made it out. Anyway through that time my mother and I became even closer than we were before and I saw how she handled stress and things that bothered her. Because of this I was worried at how she was handling it.

Well last Friday my grandmother was up from Flordia and I took a half day and we all went out to a local family restraunt. It was my mother, grandmother, sister-in-law and my 4 month old neice. Everyone was enthralled with the baby and my mother said "Yeah, thats Uncle Alex" But then she paused and said "lets just say that is Alex" I wanted to just hug her and cry a little, I didn't. Anyway that is my story and I am sticking to itdry.gif:D

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Alexi

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LOL...Way cool, Honey!

That certainly shows that she is trying.

You couldn't ask for more....

She is with you on all this and I'm sure that you'll have much more from her in the future....

Good stuff!

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Donna Jean

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That's great, Alexi.

It was subtle, yes. But it was real, and heartfelt. I think she understands, and will support you.

When you have a chance, give her a hug and a thanks. She'll appreciate that. :)

Carolyn Marie

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We had a fire when she was at work and we were all in the house and some barely made it out. Anyway through that time my mother and I became even closer than we were before and I saw how she handled stress and things that bothered her.

then she paused and said "lets just say that is Alex" I wanted to just hug her and cry a little, I didn't.

Hugs,

Alexi

Wow glad the fire did not turn out more tragic, glad it worked out bringing you and mom closer.

Very nice story Alexi. A smile is so simple, yet so profound.

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Cindy -

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You are blessed with a wonderful mother Alexi! Even though no one can completely understand who has not felt what this is like, there are some who get it. Really grasp what we are.

Your life will always be better because you have had this wonderful woman as a companion, role model and guide. Changing the name she has always called you is very hard for her-just look how many times you read about our children asking one single thing from us-to still use mom or dad as they are used to doing. It's the same with a parent. Having to adjust to a change in their first gift to you. But what she said indicates she is willing to change her view of your gender if not just yet your name.

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John

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