Emotional Death

[Guest quiet amber]

From the darkness of my room I sit alone

not so sure whether to pick up my blackened phone

the pride I felt erased, my soul defaced

Flowers from a lover dying in water so black

I want to cut my life's thread releasing slack

who cares in the end, whether you fall into a pit

Or reach the stars? In the end your the ruler of your ....

what matters in this life? Nothing, it will all die

So I sit alone in my room praying this new love wont die

I messed up on a ridiculous level will she ever forgive?

will this love die or find new reasons to live?

[Guest Maria_B]

Hi, sweetie.

You're tugging on the strings for me right now.

The reverberation is intense.

I'm holding hope for you.

Love, Maria.

[Guest miss kindheart]

Dear Amber,

<< hug >>>

Forgiveness is a windy road that has many intersections

Quite often it is traveled in silence, but felt in the heart

The roughest part of that road is often methodically walked alone

To reach it's end one has to learn to forgive others from the heart

And find our own forgiveness inside

Always try to be good !

vanna

[JJ]

We all mess up. Part of being human.

Sometimes working through it can make your relationship stronger as you forgive yourself and she forgives you. Both are necessary.

I hope it turns out well for you.

Hugs

Johnny