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Why am I in this body?

There is definitely something wrong.

This being is too feminine

Where I should be purely male.

Why am I tortured so

That I am stuck in a world

So opposite from my own,

So strange and horrifying?

They tell me that,

"This is the way you were meant to be."

And I say back,

"Well, no one ever consulted me."

Just give me my rightful body,

Then I will just leave you alone.

But until the day I am happy,

You will have a daughter,

Not a son.

This is such a strange style of writing for me. Usually my poems are more structured than this one, but this is just how it turned out. I actually wrote this when I first found out about being trans, though I just found this forum today. :blush:

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Guest miss kindheart

Hi DarkSand,

<<< hug >>>

I like your poem :)

Just remember that this is your life, and you can live it any way you see fit

:wub: vanna

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