Jump to content
  • Welcome to the TransPulse Forums!

    We offer a safe, inclusive community for transgender and gender non-conforming folks, as well as their loved ones, to find support and information.  Join today!

She


Guest Jamiexo

Recommended Posts

Guest Jamiexo

She is the one

She has long blonde hair

She has long tan legs

She has the perfect eyes

She has the perfect body

She knows all the guys want her

She knows she is beautiful

She has confidence

She is smart

She goes to school

She is what every guy wants

She is the one that all the little girls look up to

She has the most popular styles

She has the best makeup

She has the best hairstyles

She is what other girls envy

She is not selfish

She wants to help people

She wants to help other people understand

She wants to be all the above

But She’s not

She would be

If

She wasn’t me

Who Is a He

She isn’t comfortable as he

He just wants to be She

she's scared people wont accept She

But

If people accepted she

They would find a better, happier me.

Link to comment

Why do you keep such a fine woman hidden from the world, then?

I have to keep asking myself this question, too. Is it fear? Is it shame?

But this question trumps all others:

What will it profit a woman to gain the world but lose her very soul?

Not as if I am actually in danger of gaining the whole world as a male, either, so what is holding me back?

What holds YOU back?

One day, I'll be whole. One day, I'll wonder what all the fuss was about. One day, I'll just be me...

Hopefully, we can all make the leap to a rewarding and fulfilling life. Living this lie is dreadful. How can living as a female, even one that can't be 'stealth', be any worse than the sorry performance I've put on acting like a cis male?

Time for me to get real. Time to make the changes, accept the consequences and get free.

All aboard!

I'm hoping to keep my wondrous spouse, but I will lose my life, even the false one, if I don't proceed..

Best of luck and much success in your efforts to find peace, Svenna

Link to comment
Guest Jamiexo

Thanks I'm glad you all like it...:)

to: Svenna, ( I love your name btw) but what I think whats keeps holding me back is not shame, not what my friends will think but purely the fear of will I be excepted by my family. I know the odds are I will be but then again there is that chance they won't and that is what scares me because there is nothing more important to me than my family...

Although I have lived the last couple of months on my own and living by myself I know I can do it on my own at least for a while, so really I don't think it will be long before Jamie shines and the boy I am is gone forever..

Link to comment

Very well stated - the confidence is all that we lack - once finding that happiness is possible.

Love ya,

Sally

Link to comment

Thanks I'm glad you all like it... :)

to: Svenna, ( I love your name btw) but what I think whats keeps holding me back is not shame, not what my friends will think but purely the fear of will I be excepted by my family. I know the odds are I will be but then again there is that chance they won't and that is what scares me because there is nothing more important to me than my family...

Although I have lived the last couple of months on my own and living by myself I know I can do it on my own at least for a while, so really I don't think it will be long before Jamie shines and the boy I am is gone forever..

Jamie,

I am just starting to gain the first inches of progress on what will be likely be an epic journey, so I don't speak with much validated authority on the subject, but my experience so far leads me to believe that the slow and steady approach will work best with friends and family. Too much, too fast will be just that. Too much, too fast!

I know I have an aching desire to go all out and start buying and wearing makeup, clothes, and accessories and immerse myself in all things feminine both publicly and in private. But by doing so, I will surely alienate a large swath of people in my life needlessly, including and most importantly, the love of my life. By gauging just how far I can push the envelope, I gain the inches I need to breathe, and slowly desensitize her to my growing female-ishness. The issues we face as our real selves become manifest are complex and shouldn't be discussed in times of duress if you want to be truly understood. Only time and effort can break down the barriers of ignorance and misunderstanding that stand between our true selves and the acceptance of our loved ones. Tread lightly!

But, as I say, I am barely on this road myself, but I am greatly enjoying even the modest gains I have made so far. I will never deny my womanhood to myself again. That alone has been worth all of the tears shed lately...

Love and harmony, Svenna

Link to comment
Guest Toni Reed

Since the begining of time men have been in control here and I don't see it changing anytime soon - It's hardwired in them. their need for absolute control and domination is born out of fear - they are really to insecure to accept the FACT that women could do as good of a job,if not better,of making this world turn. it's because of this insecurity that they have to rule . They can never relinquish the power they've gained... I guess what I'm getting at here is that fear breeds fear. And; Yes anyone in a minority will always be under there rule - especially us as a sexual minority. We are a direct theat to their maculinity and therefore because of this homophobia,which is a very powerfull emotional loop program that is so widespread and acceptable to a vast majority,we are a target, so, we live in fear of what the consequences will be for our behavior. But fortunately there are those of us who are willing to make a stand. And, their courage,thank god is becoming more and more infectious.....

One of my favorite quotes is from Thomas Dolby and I think it says alot - " The beauty of a dream is - You never let it go... "

Every post on this thead reflects the way we as a sexual minority feel... Praise to those of us on the vanguard and help us find our way...God! it took me long enough to say just 2 things - Sorry 'bout the first part. I know that all of us already now how the world turns... I love you all!

Link to comment
  • 2 weeks later...

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
  • Who's Online   4 Members, 0 Anonymous, 141 Guests (See full list)

    • VickySGV
    • Abigail Genevieve
    • Betty K
    • Willow
  • Recently Browsing   0 members

    • No registered users viewing this page.
  • Forum Statistics

    • Total Topics
      80.7k
    • Total Posts
      768.8k
  • Member Statistics

    • Total Members
      12,036
    • Most Online
      8,356

    queenlgbtq
    Newest Member
    queenlgbtq
    Joined
  • Today's Birthdays

    1. April Marie
      April Marie
    2. daniela...
      daniela...
      (59 years old)
    3. Emily May
      Emily May
    4. Felixr
      Felixr
      (20 years old)
    5. Leann
      Leann
      (56 years old)
  • Posts

    • VickySGV
      I have been thinking of this one a bit today since my first response here.  If you check out the relation that Peter had with Jesus and you can see that even Jesus was criticized for being who Jesus was by Peter.  In that relationship which I have come to think was more of a Chosen Family situation than genetic family,  Peter was telling Jesus who Peter thought Jesus should be. Especially when it came to Jesus being killed for what his true identity was.  Transgender is very much an issue of identity and not primarily about sexuality.  Sexuality is the BIG thing with certain religious groups and if you look at it, it is always about pro-creating kids into certain genealogies and making them new church members. 
    • Willow
      Good evening   @Adrianna Danielle wow 13 years out of a harbor freight tool.  That’s amazing, and lucky.  I read an article recently about how harbor freight does make inexpensive tools. It seems that some percentage of them are expected to fail in some manner.  However they are typically made with the same laborers  parts design as name brand high end tools.  If you get a good one it can last for a long time.
    • Adrianna Danielle
      Needed,my 3/4 drive air impact is about to give out.Bought it from Harbor Freight 13 years ago and got my money out of it
    • MaeBe
      Happy anniversary @Willow!   Good luck, @Birdie!   Congratulations on the new gear @Adrianna Danielle!   My family is currently considering a big move. My wife applied for and received an offer for a job in WA. If all things are equal I am down for a change of scenery, but it’s not that simple. Much maths are about to happen…wish me luck! ;)
    • MaeBe
      Or they could live and let live and not clog the courts with games of roulette? To absolve the attempt based on a perceived chance of success is gambling in another guise.   Sure, it could all be marketing to gin up the base, but we see it constantly getting pushed at the local, State, and Federal levels. Don’t we want lawmakers focused on issues of import? Maybe we’re a distraction, but that means we become social targets. If we’re really just a side show game to them, they obviously don’t give a damn what the repercussions are for us; we’re just lambs for slaughter. So why support people or adjacent policies that do that to us? Why believe these jaguars won’t eat your face when they tell you that, if they can, they will?
    • Sorourke
      Thank you so much, hugs Stefi 
    • MaeBe
      Manufacturing jobs have increased by nearly 800k since Biden’s inauguration. Deficits and debt are up as well, which water down some of the positive metrics.  Given the fact we were coming out of a pandemic and then into a global economy affected by a Russian aggression and then a war in the Middle East, things wouldn’t be ideal. But we’re not on a gold standard anymore. Government budgets aren’t household budgets. Inflation was up but is coming down, which means that government spending isn’t uncontrolled.  Honest news media? Which news are we referring to? I recommend looking into Ground.news and their blind spot feature. It will show you, regardless of your leanings, what you’re not seeing in your typically consumed news.    MAGA is not about making America great again or otherwise. It’s a marketing cult for populist conservatism, aka the cult of Trump. America being great is not bad or a bad idea, but its choice as the moniker of the campaign is not-so-subtle political marketing. By default, no one wants to argue against the idea, however it creates a dichotomy where “the other side must not want (or is actively trying to destroy) it”. It’s an empty slogan because America was no greater during the Trump years and you can logically argue our global cache was diminished during his term, which was marked by sentiment of the US being a unilateral agitator. 
    • missyjo
      smiles I think I need to help him find a way to simply love others, regardless of identifying with them or understanding their journey..but I thought I recall stories of Jesus being asked which of 10 laws were greatest..n the answer being 1. God us God n have no other gods you worship..asking forgiveness to friends who practice religions with polydieties..but I think catholic say 1 god..n the 2nd rule is almost as important..love each other as I have loved you   maybe if I can focus him on we all believe God wants us to love n help each..maybe he'll forget the footnote he seems to be inserting, unless they are lgbt..then they go to hell...nerd   sorry probably too politically charged..delete if so with my apologies  hugs to all who want them
    • Mars Hiroshi
      So, I don't know what this is called, but it's kind of like when you see the boob bridging to the collarbone. I hate it. You can totally see I have a chest. How do I fix it and what is it called?   (I'm wearing an old gc2b binder I got from someone at school that is not my specific sizing, but it's all I can work with)
    • Ivy
    • Carolyn Marie
      https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2024/04/29/1247896150/transgender-health-insurance-west-virginia-north-carolina-appeals-court     Good news, y'all.  Better get those procedures and meds down before SCOTUS takes it away again, or the R's regain power in D.C.   Carolyn Marie
    • Carolyn Marie
      Of course, we all wish you the best of luck.  But please don't assume that a negative first reaction will be the one that sticks.  It takes time, communication and lots of love.   Carolyn Marie
    • Abigail Genevieve
      We need to learn to talk to each other again.  This place is important that way.   Abby
    • awkward-yet-sweet
      Nationally, sure.  But where I live, there aren't two large segments.  There's a majority, and a few who just don't fit and probably ought to move out.  I was in a nearby city a few days back, and I saw a billboard for the "Freedom From Religion" foundation.  That's acceptable there.  Here... folks would be making a bonfire.    I don't really see how the different sides CAN get along.  I see what goes on in California, and its like watching news from some alien planet.  It has very little to do with LGBTQ+ issues, really.  I can't live their way, I won't live their way, and I have no desire to compromise at all in that direction.  I'd prefer to be neighbors in separate nations, and I think folks would get along better that way.  I firmly believe the anti-trans stuff wouldn't exist here if we had a new republic of the Center-South area.  Even a micro-state of just my county and a couple others would be fine.    I get the giggles when folks think that Trump is somehow "far right."  Around here, he's a barely-acceptable centrist.  And by the standards of 100 years ago, its true.
    • Ivy
      I don't think the Dems have a corner on division.  I do try to kinda keep up with the antics on Fox for 5h1+s and giggles. We have two large segments of the population, living in their own bubbles, with completely opposite views of our society, who never talk to each other, only at each other. People don't even want to get along with each other. We're tearing ourselves apart from the inside, while the rest of the world just sits back and watches.
  • Upcoming Events

Contact TransPulse

TransPulse can be contacted in the following ways:

Email: Click Here.

To report an error on this page.

Legal

Your use of this site is subject to the following rules and policies, whether you have read them or not.

Terms of Use
Privacy Policy
DMCA Policy
Community Rules

Hosting

Upstream hosting for TransPulse provided by QnEZ.

Sponsorship

Special consideration for TransPulse is kindly provided by The Breast Form Store.
×
×
  • Create New...