Wishing for breasts...

[Guest EmilyIsConfused]

So, I'm only thirteen, and will soon be entering the 8th grade in this quaint town in Arizona. People my age are filled with teen angst - they're always sexually arroused, and frankly, it's frightening. One glance, one longing glance at a woman's bosoms can be completely mis-interpreted...

Well, one early school day, I was looking around, observing feminine mannerisms and the like, when suddenly, I noticed this attractive woman. Not my type, of course, but I could see the beauty in her nonetheless. This is the type of woman that all of the neighborhood boys call a "****". (A disgusting term if you ask me...)

Anyway, this woman was walking in my direction, and apparently, she dropped her pen. She bent over, picking it up. Her shirt was buttoned just so... I don't believe I have to go on...

After her pen fiasco, she continued walking by me... as soon as she had passed, an acquaintance of mine nudged me with his shoulder, "I thought you didn't like women!" He laughed. I didn't laugh. I didn't make any form of movement... then, a tear started to form in the corner of my eye. "Hey, it was just a joke..." He gave me a weird look. "What's with you?"

"Those boobs," I looked at him. "I want boobs like that."

I started to walk again and continued on with my completely ordinary life.

Which brings me to a question: Has anybody else 'gone window shopping' for breasts???

Edited June 14, 2012 by Shilo
Removed acronym for a phrase containing profanity

[VickySGV]

Its a pretty common trait among MTF's.

I too remember the pressure I felt from my "buddies" to go sexual at your age, and the feelings that I was looking at it differently than they did. Now that I think about it, what at that age I found offensive by their behavior, was not offense, just boredom that it was the ONLY topic in town in my age group. Unless of course one of the Sunday School teachers was around us, then that topic was totally not allowed.

[Guest Robin Winter]

Breasts are not super important to me, but I do often wish I had a body shape like other girls.

[Guest EmilyIsConfused]

I apologize about the acronym... I didn't even realize._.

My body shape is pretty feminine already. I'm anorexic-skinny - 5 feet 6 inches at 102lbs. Although, I do wish I had hips...

[Charlize]

I'd love to have my own. It would be so comfy to not have falsies, They get hot and unpleasant when i wear them all day. My own breasts would be so freeing.

Hugs, Charlie

[Guest EmilyIsConfused]

I just wear an ultra-padded push-up bra... The padding makes it so that you don't have to stuff, and than with a little make-up, you can draw the cleavage...

[Guest amanda_s]

yes breasts and bigger butt that will do, would love to wear a t shirt no bra and

Amanda

[Guest JessicaM1985]

Every day. I almost cry myself to sleep because I don't have nice ones of my own. I see women with great ones and feel like I will never have anything that nice of my own. It's really disheartening actually...

[VickySGV]

All of my breast forms were super huge in the D+ range and I was SURE that was what I MUST have.

I now have B cups via 36 months HRT, and am very happy with the girls as is. What happened to my expectations?

When the time comes, be careful what you wish for!! They are not called growing pains for nothing. I still wear pads in my bra though, since my nipples are too prominent in an unpadded bra.

You must have a dream before one can come true!! You will get there.

[Guest The Avatar]

Which brings me to a question: Has anybody else 'gone window shopping' for breasts???

How do I put this..? It's in our nature to be insecure every now and then. I think even after a full transition that's just part of life. Even for cis women.

There will always be this red-head or blonde or shakira like dancer or Beatifully voiced actress, or whatever that will occasionally get to you and make you feel a little insecure. My solution to that? I don't let them "Rain on my parade". A little confidence can go a long way. Just don't get too prissy ya know?

The Italics is a song refrence BTW.