Hello, where I am now in Life.

[Guest Otto]

Hello everybody

I know I haven't been on here for like months!

(and I hope I started the topic in the right place..)

So I'm actually recovering from my eating disorder since september,

and I'm getting much better,

It's hard, it's though work but I know I can do this:

My therapist told me that if I wasn't healthy I couldn't even take hormones,

that made me react and try to fight against anorexia.

In the other way,

still impossible to talk to her about me being transgendered,

she hates to talk about it and still after so much years won't believe it's something serious,

she thinks it's just a phase:

But I think it's understandable, she is scared for me and confused herself.

12 days ago, I turned 15, I can't believe time passes so fast, when I joined on here it was like more than 3 years ago

I'm just excited to be 18, I'm excited to start my own life and take my own decisions and live life the way I want to live it.

I know it's not that easy, It's going to be though, but everyday at home is unbearable.

I've been prescribed some pills to stop my hormones, this makes me so happy,

It's like the best thing that ever happened in my life.

And It will also give me a chance to grow some extra centimeters, because anorexia harmed my growth,

but at the same time that's why I developed anorexia, to prevent that growth from those X things that I don't want in me!

So now I'm just getting taller c: which is good because I am so little my mom always makes fun of me telling me I'm going to be a minimoys man. (I'm so complexed haha)

I wanna start doing some sport, I really want to build up some muscle (specially in the shoulders and I want to get those abs I always dream of...)

I feel better now, I have some really accepting friends around me,

It really makes me feel so much better, free and confident.

I guess things are getting better,

It's still though but having such support and understanding really improved my perception in life:

I'm much more optimistic now

Well, I'm going to stop writing 'cause this is going to be really long.

Hope you'll all have a wonderful day, life is not easy but succeeding and making your dreams come true is worth it total life changing.

[Guest KarenLyn]

Hi Otto and welcome back! It's always nice to hear when people are getting past the bad things and making things better for themselves.

Karen

[Carolyn Marie]

I love to read good news, and your news is the best I've heard in a while. Congrats on getting the blockers, on getting control of your health, and on your positive attitude. I know how hard it is being patient when you're that young, but you seem to have it under control.

I think life for you is going to be great, young man. I see good things in your future. Please keep in touch, OK?

HUGS

Carolyn Marie

[Guest Otto]

Thank you I'm going to update time to time, the people on here helped me so much,

I could never thank all the people that supported, helped and respected me.

I am going to be more active, I think I can contribute and help people, which is something I love to do.

I have been away for long time, I had to deal with those issues, but now that I'm less busy and better,

I think it's my turn to do good actions.

[Guest Mittens_kittens]

I'm so incredibly proud of you, Otto.

Mittens

[gennee]

Hi Otto. Very happy to hear that you are doing better.

[Guest angels wings]

Hello Otto so happy for you that you are doing so well. Wow your strength is amazing .and yes please join us your journey and what u have learnt and how u have grown into such a positive person will inspire so many . Thank you for sharing Otto

Angel