Wow! Is this my body?

[Guest jessica55417]

Hi Ladies,

Me again.......So Yep i'm losing it. I haven't even started HRT yet and for the first time in 41 yrs I love my body. I see girl hips, legs, arms, stomache and even my butt. I look at my body and I feel proud, confident and sexy. (Never had these feelings before) The I see my face and reality hits. I'm crawling out of my skin. I'm so tired of seeing other women and being envious. I just want go back to the days when my "female desires" were just a "wierd fetish".

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******Jessica

[Charlize]

Funny you should post this Jess. I have always felt the same and am pre HRT as well. My face was the stoping point. Somehow that changed. Light makeup, a short wig, did my eyebrows and i smile. Last night i saw myself without my wig. I saw a woman looking back . Sexy with a shaved head. I smiled. I would have liked to have never been here at time but now i've finally found out i am a woman. It's showing in my face.

Hugs Charlie

[Guest Ney'ite]

I will just quote a comment I just mentioned in another post:

...in my opinion a small frame, short height, facial surgery, HRT, long natural hair, even bottom surgery, does NOT make one a woman, they only support what you already know you are inside, which is already a woman. I will certainly never discount the importance for many, like myself, who feel looking as close to what we think would be a "passable female look," I think sometimes we forget that most of our transition is internal . . . the external is only what others see.

[Carolyn Marie]

You're very lucky to be able to see her looking back at you so early in the game. It took me a long time before I began to see Carolyn in the mirror, or perhaps before I let myself see her. It's a wonderful feeling when you do, and I'm really, really happy for you, Jessica.

HUGS

Carolyn Marie

[Guest AllisonJane]

I feel the same way when I haven't shaved yet Jess! It's amazing how when you start to transition you can see yourself in such a light finally as to feel sexy and attractive.

[Guest Carlie20]

There is this woman who keeps staring back at me in the mirror and I just know its me.

[Guest Cinnamon Girl]

I haven't been able to see it yet, but it's early and I'm cautiously optimistic.

Chloe Danielle