Intersex? I know but it is unclear.

[Guest Cassy-M]

in the last 2-3 years so much has happened in my life that has totally changed me as a human being , so I am now on the search of myself, my life & am retrospectively always something strange and I was now an "old "History get out again with the I had never set me apart , but now I am very sure that I am intersex and now everything was under way , so far as what studies, etc.

[MaryEllen]

Hello RumplePumpel,

Welcome to Laura's Playground. Have you ever been tested by a medical professional to determine whether or not you are intersexed?

MaryEllen

[Guest Cassy-M]

There have been about 10 years ago when I still was young people studies where probably something out came, but unfortunately a secret of the fact is made so far, now attempts I old documents to come, make new tests by doctors, etc. also if it difficult turns everything as something, because it considers it OK as it is, which to me has pushed in the role of "man".

[Guest Cassy-M]

the "problem" which resulted in me at that time was the beginning of puberty, I grew breasts like a woman , what our society here, but rather something is " abnormal" , so tests were done , what I can only remember the I probably at birth more feminine take male hormones have what probably was the basis for this , which is why you removed me the mammary gland , now many years later I would like to know myself who / what I am.

[MaryEllen]

If you were tested 10 years ago but the results were kept from you, perhaps you should get re tested now. If you are happy being a man, that's okay. But if you would like to transition to a female role, you might want to counsel with a gender therapist to begin the transition.

MaryEllen

[Guest Cassy-M]

now all have as far as the way so am, now on the way, the first steps have already done which has issued referrals to specialists I spoke with my primary care physician, try to get the old documents used to leave everything on the new test, etc., since I for me myself just want knowledge where I tuned, therefore I am who/what, to find to myself, definitely after what I now have to experience and new knowledge gained, I therefore consider my life again was / am I have been always different & even proudly on it, will do everything to find the truth about me myself out & am not happy with life so far which I led, because it's just habit for me, since it was pushed so to speak in this role.

[MaryEllen]

If it's possible, try to get all of your medical records. There has to be a record of what happened to you somewhere. And again, it would be very helpful to counsel with a gender therapist. If you have confused thoughts of whether you identify as male or female, A gender therapist can help you find answers.

MaryEllen

[Guest Cassy-M]

So I 'm feeling rather as a woman , when I go clothes shopping I find myself that I always take the long way to get to the clothes for women over just to simply watch me, or if I see a woman somewhere and this like to look at it, not because I feel sexually attracted to , but rather because I 'm already jealous about the beautiful body I also would have liked and the way women dress and get ready.

[MaryEllen]

From what you have said, you really do need to have counseling sessions with a gender therapist. If the therapist determines that you suffer from gender dysphoria and that you do need to be female then he/she will write a letter to your doctor recommending that you begin hormone therapy. Followed by living as female for a period of time and eventually, GRS.........But......... you must determine if this course of action is what is right for you. You need to be absolutely sure. That's why you need counseling with the gender therapist.

MaryEllen