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Guest Meanmachine

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Guest Meanmachine

Guest Meanmachine

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Hey all.

I´m quite normal guy (still ftm) from East Europa. I´m 22 yrs old, this year will be 23.

So... what else... If its ok, i write in free form. Sorry when my english is not so brilliant. :P

I started identifying myself as FTM about 14 years old. Due to non-tolerate stepfamily I had to live dual-life then. At morning to school, after school at my friend´s place who was very tolerate, changed clothes etc and we went out to "pick up" girls :P these were some phat years.

Later i had to go to work and school, here in East Europe life isnt very good. I have marked Finland as my home country, but that is due to high hate crime level, I dont want to get beaten up or killed, if anyone recognises me. So far I almost dont have problems with passing, though i have taken minimal doses of T and done almost nothing with myself (exept haircut, clothing etc).

In this country I make around 250-300 USD in month and its hard to save up.

Oh more about my looks Im 184 cm tall (and freakin happy with that!!) average build, light brown hair, music i like is rap, hip-hop, metal, electronica and anything that catch ear,

as soon as i can get that Gosh darned money together i will go to surgery:) been to doctor few times and have to go again very soon... right now my mood is quite happy :D

If anyone likes to know more about me just ask, I answer for sure. :)

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Sally

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Meanmachine,

Welcome to the forums, sit down and relax - I'll bring in the refreshments. :)

We have Hot cocoa and cookies that I usually serve to the girls (amazing how those of us who are always dieting go straight for the sweets) and I have a selection of pizzas and cheesburgers for all of the hungry guys. :D

Lots of soft drinks and the best part, we never run out of virtual food. :lol:

We are all here to support and help each other, sit back and enjoy your snacks while you wait for others to drop by or wonder around the forums, take some pizza with you no one will mind, you are part of the family now.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Donna Jean

Guest Donna Jean

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Hello, Meanmachine....

Welocme!

Sally's got you fixed up as far as treats and goodies...that's good.....

I just want to say thanks for coming in here with us...I think you'll find this a warm, caring, helpful and fun place to learn and grow!

Don't worry about getting crumbs on the floor...Riley The Wonder Dog or Squirt will take care of that!

Kick off your shoes and get comfy.....

Nice to have you!

XXOO

Donna Jean

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Guest Ashlee

Guest Ashlee

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Hello Meanmachine,

Its so nice that you found us. Welcome to the Playground!

There are lots of very nice people here, please feel comfortable with us.

HUGS to you,

Ashlee

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Guest Frank67

Guest Frank67

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Hi Meanmachine,

greetings from Germany to ... It is nice to have you here and it is safe, look around and don't be shy if you want to know something just ask.

Frank

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Guest mia 1

Guest mia 1

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Meanmachine relax this is a safe place for you to share your thoughts and experiences,, whether it is todays or sometime in your life your posts are always welcome...breath.....breath.....breath...that's it exhale......Mia

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Guest Jackson

Guest Jackson

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Hey, welcome.

Seems the welcoming committee has been here. If you look to your left, there's a photo of the aforementioned Squirt.

We're all good people here.

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Guest ~Brenda~

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Hi Meanmachine,

You are sooooo welcome here! Laura has truely done a wonderful thing by creating this website!! You will find that you are safest when you are here. Please come in and stay a while. We would to continue to discuss anything you would like to say.

Welcome!!!!

bernie

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Guest Bjørn

Guest Bjørn

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Hello to my fellow Scandinavian, and FTM! :) What are your favourite bands, if you don't mind me asking? I'm Bjørn, and I'm very pleased to meet you

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