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...you're gasping that JodyAnn is about to unload more of her zany bawdy antics?

Hold the humor Missy, give them the gratitude first. Right! On January 27th I pick my four year medallion. (Hold the aplause, no fronts in AA! Whispering I am excited...)

This is my second night at my new home, a halfway house. I'm happy and I'm going to have a wonderful crazy future. I had my choice of two. A bed in an eight woman barracks style dorm or my very own room in the LGBT house. Hmmm...

Where the heck am I going to find privacy to dilate? Worse yet, even under the covers, what happens if little Miss Business starts to over rev? "Somebody call 911!" No wait I'll take the single room.

Well Miss Your's Truly the Prom Queen is now the only girl in a house full of twelve gay men! Hey, I just write this stuff I don't make it up...

This chimp has found her circus. All speculation aside. I am hugely grateful for an accepting community in recovery. My brothers will not let harm come to their little sister. I go to the other house to do meetings with the women. I'm jumping through a bunch of mandatory hoops as a newby and I love it!

I get to help keep me sober by helping other people stay clean and sober. That alone is a huge GodShot. The miracle blessing is that they want me to be the facilities go to girl for gender variance. I need to be a sterling example (read that under the microscope) to help them understand us and to open doors for new transgender help and recovery. I am in complete awe of my Higher Power.

I sure hope this little angel can spread her wings and fly! You know I will tear them up and have them rolling in the isles. Ees my yob mon!!! That just comes with the package. Giggle. Hug. JodyAnn

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Oh BTW I can't use the vayjay word or they all go eew...ick! I won't leave my bra in the bathroom, it would be extricated to the trash receptical along with the kitchen tongs.

I don't have to touch icky boys clothes too. Life is good, thank you Gentleman. JA

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Have a good night's sleep. Climbing those steps every day will give you some good exercise for sure.

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I'm happy to hear life is coming together for you, Girl. :thumbsup:

I know you will be a wonderful representative of the Community.

Oh so bawdy, gawdy, and naughty. :wacko:

Go get 'em Angel.

Huggs, :wub:

Joann

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Your journey has carried you to amazing and wonderful experiences. Some hard but as this one some full of opportunity.

I went to a 98% male GLBT meeting for years and except for rare( and welcome) occasions was the only T. I fell in love with those guys. They were kind and for the most part they were curious and respectful. There was occasional major leg crossing as i shared the fears and frustrations i felt during before my orchiectomy. Later there was still acceptance and i felt loved as well as i loved them.

I'm sure your experience may be different as there may be more guys who are new to sobriety. Fortunately you've got a private room. Enjoy and don't get too tired walking those steps in heels.

Hugs,

Charlize

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Wow! I thought I've had GodShots before, now I'm in his raging battle field! The flack guns just burst blessings. God was just sniping me before to get my here. Riddled with HP Love. Hug. JodyAnn

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Wow! I thought I've had GodShots before, now I'm in his raging battle field! The flack guns just burst blessings. God was just sniping me before to get my here. Riddled with HP Love. Hug. JodyAnn

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Keep accepting them, Girl.

Huggs, :wub:

Joann

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Thank you for such a positive share. Promises coming true!

Hugs,

Charlize

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I went to a women's meeting tonight and got my batteries recharged. One tomorrow night too. Then I will be done with my 72hr restriction. Oh, was that what it was? I thought they were just waiting for my nails to dry???

Moved furnishings from storage, wardrobe cabinet, my bigger dresser and my mini fridge. I have a couple more to bring.

Can you imagine Miss JodyAnn in any kind of structured living? It's a room, not a cell and it's not padded. Geez, I may have to grow up next???

If I ever made a Utube of my life, I think I would call it JodyAnn Inappropriately Dressed! Giggle. It would have my experiences, experimenting, adventures and travels of the bawdy old blonde. No I won't call it Blonde Qui Qui. Giggle. Hug. JodyAnn

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WOW!!! THIS IS WONDERFUL NEWS! CONGRATULATIONS, JODYANN!

:welldone::score::score::thumbsup:

Thank you Gennee, that means alot. God's working over time in my life. It's a little scary crazy but I couldn't ask for more adventure.

Come into my room I want to show it to you. It's cozy and so Jody. Yes, the new blue curtains in the doorways are furniture moving pads same as the throw rug is a pad too. Inside the room they look like accent panels, the immovable one muffles the snoring from the fellows room.

Inside we have my bigger dresser with lamp and flowers. Turning to the next wall. Tall narrow night shelf so the blind lady can find her glasses. Single bed on four milk crates, nicely made per the rules.

Turning again, my corner stack of boots and skyscraper heels in their boxes. A book shelf holding my collection of Bibles, Strongs, Vines and Mathew Henry. Bible dictionary and Who's Who. AA books of all types, cloth and little wire caddies. Knick knacks and family memorabilia, a lot of tears setting it up. Beside that covering the un used door opening, my old Thomasville amguir. Diagonally in this corner is my Grandfather's one hundred+ years old rocking chair. Last wall has my steel wardrobe cabinet upper and three lower drawers decorated with all kinds of silliness, drawings, poetry, pictures and pics of the kids. Next is just a regular open closet with most of my clothes and two shoe caddies. Diagonally in the last corner my mini two door freezer fridge.

Oh, yes, that's a humming bird wind chime and my Christian dog tags, the kids and I made at the surplus store, hanging from the ceiling fan. I'd say I'm already full up with my simple amenities.

Thanks for stopping by, it gets a little lonely in the midst of all the boys. Cooking with them is fun too. We eat like royalty with not very much. I can't wait for the women's meeting tomorrow night so I can get back to my sisters.

I'm content in my new little castle tonight. God snuck all this new missionary work upon me. I couldn't be happier living in the moment. God never ceases to blow my mind! Giggle. Hug. JodyAnn

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Oh, and I heard Jackie Pullinger speak in person once. She had me on the edge of my seat spellbound talking about her recovery work in China. She is completely amazing.

I thought a lot about her, at night overlooking the night life of Watthana District from my hotel balcony as I was recovering in Bangkok. I longed to live in Asia and help people in recovery too.

God being much greater than my little pea brain, gave me a recovery mission less than ten miles away. God I miss that city, but I wouldn't want to miss what has been given to me right here.

This has been so many years coming, and I never once saw it in the distance. Now this broken person gets to help other broken persons heal. Now that's the real miracle! Amen! JA

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I'm glad you have been placed in a safe situation as well as one where you can reach out to help others in sobriety.

Living this life sober is certainly a blessing and in my case a miracle. I felt there was no way out of hell just a few 24 hours ago.

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Charlize

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sounds like a safe wonderful place to be because you make that. thanks for the virtual tour, and what a great opportunity to be of service to others and help yourself at the same time. i wish you peace and serenity in your new environment. Robin

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