Good morning All. Coffees on.

[KymmieL]

Tess, me and my wife have been together for 35 years. I've known her for 50. We still love one another. Only problem is she will let me transition however we won't be married anymore. That is the hard part. That is why I cut off 12" + of hair. And slowed down with my transition.

 

Well The town car is gone, the junk yard came and got her today.  $85.50 is all I got for her. metal prices are way down.

 

82 degrees today beautiful. warmer tomorrow. It is sun dress weather yet I can't wear one. plus I don't have any either. LOL.

 

Kymmie

[Emily michelle]

47 minutes ago, KymmieL said:

Tess, me and my wife have been together for 35 years. I've known her for 50. We still love one another. Only problem is she will let me transition however we won't be married anymore. That is the hard part. That is why I cut off 12" + of hair. And slowed down with my transition.

 

Well The town car is gone, the junk yard came and got her today.  $85.50 is all I got for her. metal prices are way down.

 

82 degrees today beautiful. warmer tomorrow. It is sun dress weather yet I can't wear one. plus I don't have any either. LOL.

 

Kymmie

I’m sorry your wife said that is the only way you can transition. That’s what scared me the most about telling my wife she even asked me twice if I was transgender of course at that time I denied it and she said good because she would have left. When I actually broke down o guess she had a change of heart and is supportive. Hopefully she may come around and see the light.

scrap is really down of course it never really rebounded from several years ago.

I wish it was 82 here it was cloudy and misting rain all day here. At least I know I will be underground tomorrow so it will be 65 and dry just dark lol.

[Mx.Drago]

I sadly can't go back to folgers coffee. Have to order a particular kind. Started young drinking coffee, think I would have died without it. I need it at least once in my day.

[Patti Anne]

1 hour ago, KymmieL said:

Tess, me and my wife have been together for 35 years. I've known her for 50. We still love one another. Only problem is she will let me transition however we won't be married anymore.

I'm sorry Kymmie. A divorce is difficult and sad regardless of the circumstances. Especially if it's someone who you've known so long. 

[MikaReich]

Did find a newer tool truck for me today,a retired ex independent tool dealer had it for sale at the right price,a Chevrolet 5500 with a Duramax diesel well taken care of.Picking it up on Saturday,they are prepping it at the moment for me.

[Oh_Kay]

Good Tuesday Morning! Grab some hot coffee and get ready for work. Have a nice day everyone!

[Tessa]

Good Morning! Today will be another work at home day. Not seeing as many extensions lately. More people are paying their loans. Good sign of recovery. Places are opening but I haven’t gone anywhere but Walmart, Target, Gas Station, and fast food places. Not inside yet. 
 

Starting my day with a warm bubble bath. I will see kids tonight. We usually watch Waverly Place. I’ll probably stop at Sonic for them. It’s their favorite. 
 

Feeling ok right now. This week is dress week at my work. I’ll be posting what I wear. Tell me what you think? 
 

Have a good day everyone! 
 

Love 

 

Tessa?‍?❤️

[Tessa]

Here is the dress.

[TommieAnne]

12 hours ago, Mx.Drago said:

I sadly can't go back to folgers coffee. Have to order a particular kind. Started young drinking coffee, think I would have died without it. I need it at least once in my day.

I grind my own beans bright and early in the morning, even before my face is awake yet. Makes passable coffee taste better than passable. Good coffee really takes off!

I'm into my second cup this morning.

Have been very busy with deadlines and appointments. Laser Hair Removal begins again this week. Yay!

But I have several exhibition deadlines to meet over the next 2 weeks. Plus a proposal to submit. Going to be touch and go making deadlines.

TA

[Guest]

Good morning  everyone  hugs ?

[Mmindy]

Good morning everyone,

 

I'm in my live waiting room at Doxy.me, all dressed up with my teeth brushed and flossed so my pot deep coffee breath doesn't fog the screen or microphone. When the room opens up I'm ready to say Good Morning My Name is Mindy Moore with a smile.

 

Best wishes and Hugs for everyone,

 

Mindy???

[ShawnaLeigh]

YES!!!!!!!

I was called yesterday afternoon by my surgeon office.  I am finally scheduled for my surgery!

Next Wednesday the 27th I will have this %@$^$^@$@&$@&*%## lump removed along with a Bi-lateral Orchiectomy!

You can not imagine to sense of pain relief this will be for me.

Plus the gender surgery to boot.

I'm so very happy.

 

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

[KayC]

Congratulations, Shawna!  That's great news!  Thank you for sharing

[lauraincolumbia]

56 minutes ago, ShawnaLeigh said:

YES!!!!!!!

I was called yesterday afternoon by my surgeon office.  I am finally scheduled for my surgery!

Next Wednesday the 27th I will have this %@$^$^@$@&$@&*%## lump removed along with a Bi-lateral Orchiectomy!

You can not imagine to sense of pain relief this will be for me.

Plus the gender surgery to boot.

I'm so very happy.

 

I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Congratulations on getting the procedure scheduled!  So exciting!

[Jackie C.]

Congratulations @ShawnaLeigh! That's fantastic news! Also about friggin' time.

 

@Tessa, that's a lovely dress. How's it fit?

 

I'm going to go find something for breakfast. All I've done today is exercise, shower and dilate. Whee.

 

Hugs!

[Willow]

@ShawnaLeigh I am happy for you.  I hope all goes well.

 

@Patti Anne Shawna told you and you have recognized something most all of us older women have come to realize.  Even as a child, I wasn't exactly all boy, but I sure didn't know or thing I was a girl.  I've done every thing a boy or man was expected to do all while denying myself to my self.  I had refused to seek help for years for anger issues.  Finally I got so bad I found a therapist and couldn't wait to get my first appointment.

 

@KymmieL As for your wife and the prospect of divorce, I've been married for 48 years.  3 years ago when I started seeing my therapist and figured out what was going on, I told her.  Bad move, even my therapist told me after I had done it it was too soon.  Damage done.  Her initial reaction was after Christmas I'm moving out.  Well, we've worked really hard together and while she would not accept me having GCS, she is doing better with all things Willow.  Then again, I'm not yet out although I'm trying to come up with a plan to make that happen.

 

Willow

[JustineM]

Good morning everyone! It’s a day off so I just got out of bed lol. Coffee is beginning to work it’s magic so I can try and be productive today. Have to work on my stove today see if I can figure out what’s wrong with the oven temp controls. 
 

@Tessa I haven’t managed to successfully complete a story yet so I’m a long way from even considering publishing. 

[KymmieL]

40 minutes ago, Willow said:

  Even as a child, I wasn't exactly all boy, but I sure didn't know or think I was a girl.  I've done every thing a boy or man was expected to do all while denying myself to my self.

I was the same way. I do realize now that I showed some female tendencies.

40 minutes ago, Willow said:

@KymmieL As for your wife and the prospect of divorce, I've been married for 48 years.  3 years ago when I started seeing my therapist and figured out what was going on, I told her.  Bad move, even my therapist told me after I had done it it was too soon.  Damage done.  Her initial reaction was after Christmas I'm moving out.  Well, we've worked really hard together and while she would not accept me having GCS, she is doing better with all things Willow.  Then again, I'm not yet out although I'm trying to come up with a plan to make that happen.

 

Willow

My wife won't even let me even dress. beyond what I have been doing for years. my therapist and I have been working on coming out. All three of my son now know. Along with my 2 daughters in law. my middle son and wife accepts me totally. my youngest is hard to read. but He seems to be against. My oldest is still mad at me for being truthful with him. his wife is the same way. but I don't really know. All I know is she doesn't even talk to me. SO that is a negative. 

 

My wife wouldn't accept anything more at all. I would be single is I even hinted on going out dressed. Even keeping going with my meds would probably lead to the single life for me. which I am, I have been on blockers for about a year. Now almost  6 months on luprilide (sp) last check my T level was under 20 IIrc.

 

There area few reasons to get the D but one thing still trumps those,I still love her with all my heart.

 

Hugs,

Kymmie

[KymmieL]

Tess, I love the dress. When and if I ever get over to the eastern part of NE. we need to go out for coffee. once this covid crap is over.

 

Shawna, Girlfriend, I am so happy for you.

 

Well as normal, I close today and tomorrow then off Thur and Fri. 85 degrees on the thermometer. Forecast for 80 today. Yeah. finally some warm weather.

 

Kymmie

[SaraAW]

Good morning afternoon, everyone.  Another damp day here.  Back to work today after a long weekend, with a stat holiday yesterday.  @ShawnaLeigh That is great news!  So happy for you.  Have a great day everyone! Hugs!

[ShawnaLeigh]

Thank you girls! (and guys)

Its been a long road with this pain. I first noticed it back in February and it was determined it had to come out soon afterwards.  My first surgery scheduled for April 13th was a long enough wait believe me and I was a week away from it when CV cancelled everything. 

I cried  A lot.  

Its a mass about twice the size of a regular testicle on/in my left testicle.  It is unbelievably painful and the pain radiates up the spermatid cord and nerve bundle that's is attached to the testicle into my abdomen causing massive nausea.  Its can drop me to the floor if I step wrong.

So yes this new date is a blessing for sure.

Luckily I can get my complete Orchi done at the same time as they are already taking the left with this lump issue.  

 

 

[Oh_Kay]

Oh my, that sounds very painful! Happy they are taking care of it. Good luck and good health!

 

Kay

[NB Adult]

Wow, not fun at all! Wish you the best Shawna.

[Mx.Drago]

47 minutes ago, ShawnaLeigh said:

Thank you girls! (and guys)

Its been a long road with this pain. I first noticed it back in February and it was determined it had to come out soon afterwards.  My first surgery scheduled for April 13th was a long enough wait believe me and I was a week away from it when CV cancelled everything. 

I cried  A lot.  

Its a mass about twice the size of a regular testicle on/in my left testicle.  It is unbelievably painful and the pain radiates up the spermatid cord and nerve bundle that's is attached to the testicle into my abdomen causing massive nausea.  Its can drop me to the floor if I step wrong.

So yes this new date is a blessing for sure.

Luckily I can get my complete Orchi done at the same time as they are already taking the left with this lump issue. 

 

?I'm very happy they gave you a new date. I hope all goes well.

[Mx.Drago]

?I need coffee again. I already had a cup but just feel so drained. I need sun. I use to walk at least a couple a miles everyday, now I'm stuck, feeling weak sucks.