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[Paris Ward]

Hi my name is Paris. I hope that I can refrain from annoying everyone, but I really need clarity. For so long I have hidden this secret of wanting to be a woman. I am also severely depressed.  I have always had an issue with sex/intimacy because when it came to the actuall function of sex I would go blank. Like I didnt understand how to do it.

I knew when I was very young that I wanted to be a woman but I always buried that in the back of my mind and wouldnt let myself acknowledge the issue. A few months ago I was watching a porn and all I could do is see myself as the female in it. I cried at this and just couldnt stop seeing it in my head. So I have decided to look into my options. My wife is being very supportive in my venture, even though she has been hurt over the years by the way I have rejected her over the years.

Id love to make some friends and hear anyones story.

 

Paris

[Carolyn Marie]

Hello, Paris, and welcome to Trans Pulse.  We have a lot of wonderful members and an incredible, experienced staff, and I'm sure you'll meet a few of them over the next few days and weeks.  We would love to provide answers to whatever questions you have.  We would appreciate it if you would read the Community Rules, if you have not already done so.

 

If you are new to all of this, I suggest starting in those forums that interest you the most, and read some of the threads.  That may spark some questions or "aha!" moments for you.  You'll see that many of us have experienced the same emotions feeling and have had many of the same questions as you have.

 

I look forward to hearing more from you, and about you.

 

HUGS

 

Carolyn Marie

[Timber Wolf]

Hi Paris,

Welcome to Transpulse. I'm glad you're here!

 

Lots of love and a big welcome hug,

Timber Wolf ??

[Paris Ward]

Thank you everyone!