Told my GP doctor I started HRT.

[Denisenj]

I had a duo call with my doctor today. I told him that I did start estradiol and spironolactone and tomorrow I'll be giving my first Labs after being on it for a week. He stated can you have them forward a copy to me because that needs to be in your file. I'm also on a couple other meds lisinopril simvastatin and metform. I explained to him that I wasn't sure that I want to transition completely because I'm scared of the uncertainty of my future.on another note I did join a zoom yoga class and went out and bought me a couple cute yoga outfits. The girl that I know for many years ask me how I want to be referred to as Dennis or Denise. Well I told her refer to me as Denise.it's so weird when other females start referring to you with your feminine name , it kind of reassures you that you belong.. I'm trying to maintain a healthy lifestyle. Well I guess it's a start.

[ToniTone]

That's wonderful hun! Good for you!

[Jani]

Good for you.  You'll get more comfortable as it all sets in. 

Jani

[Susan R]

3 hours ago, Denisenj said:

Well I told her refer to me as Denise.it's so weird when other females start referring to you with your feminine name , it kind of reassures you that you belong.. I'm trying to maintain a healthy lifestyle. Well I guess it's a start.

It’s a step in the right direction. You’re getting more comfortable every day sharing yourself with others. I’m happy for you, Denise.

 

My Best,

Susan R?

[Emily michelle]

Congrats I’m happy for you. Enjoy the ride.

[Lexi C]

You Goooo Girl.

Keep Being Safe, Be Proud and KICK ASS

[KayC]

18 hours ago, Denisenj said:

I'm also on a couple other meds

That's great news, Denise.. I'm sure it made a wonderful start to the week for you.

Also, you answered a question I was going to pose the group about blood pressure meds and HRT.  Sounds like its OK from what you wrote.  Thank you!

(btw - I love wearing my women's yoga tights too)

Congratulations on the start of your new journey!
Kay

[Denisenj]

Well a little update after being on hormones for a week I had to do some blood work. Well it appears on my levels are normal and my potassium is good. I was told to continue taking my dosages of estradiol and spironolactone and in two months, I will have a meeting with my the doctor. I should be happy but for some reason I'm not. It'll be 2 weeks on Monday since I started and I don't feel a hint of mental change. I know it's early but I keep questioning myself is it really worth it.. On a good note, I came to an agreement on my divorce just waiting on court papers to finalize it. I don't know maybe I'm depressed because tomorrow is my birthday and I lost most of my friends. it's not because of being transgendered were wanting to transition,it's called if you don't have something to give somebody tell them you're worthless. Rant off ,you ladies have a nice day

[SaraAW]

Hang in there. Changes will come. Sorry you’re feeling so down. I hope you have a good birthday tomorrow. Hugs. 

[Dana Michelle]

2 hours ago, Denisenj said:

It'll be 2 weeks on Monday since I started and I don't feel a hint of mental change.

When I started hormones I didn't feel any mental or emotional change. After 8 months I noticed that I cry more easily but I still don't cry very often.

[KayC]

11 hours ago, Denisenj said:

tomorrow is my birthday

Happy Birthday, Denise!  its the start of a new year for you!  Enjoy your special day and your new journey❣️

 

[Denisenj]

I had been lonely and depressed for the past 10 months. Back in December and January and February, I felt more feminine than I do now.yeah my birthday came and went yesterday and I did cook me up some Dungeness crabs and they were excellent. I enjoy cooking and I'll make a girl nice wife someday. I just don't know what my future will bring. I did come to divorce agreement and soon it'll be over with. I'm giving her a really nice house on two and a half acres for a minimal amount of cash. No matter how bad she treated me and the names that she called me and brought me down and gave me low self-esteem the submissive part of me doesn't want ill-will towards her so I agreed on that. I'll probably stay in New Jersey for another year to figure things out ...All the things I've accumulated over the past 30 years  I will sell and move on with my life as Dennis or Denise it is going to be a struggle. You know I have a lot to give a girl I'm funny compassionate ,adventurous spontaneous and generous and I don't look hideous as a guy ..That's why I included a picture of Dennis just two weeks ago. Yeah do I like the looks of Denise better sure but when all said and done I asked myself do I really have a major dysphoria about being male. I love dressing up and looking pretty I'm trying to look as feminine as possible BUT can I do that for the rest of my life.   BEWILDERED 

[KayC]

17 hours ago, Denisenj said:

I love dressing up and looking pretty I'm trying to look as feminine as possible BUT can I do that for the rest of my life.   BEWILDERED 

I think Bewildered is a common place to be .. feel the same way at times but just keep coming back to Kay.  That tells me something.
You look great either way, Dennis/Denise, because I think its your heart shining through.

And that crab looks AWESOME!! ?