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Guest JessicaLynn

Hello everyone, my name is Jessica. I am a 21 yr old MTF Transsexual, although I haven't been diagnosed yet. (first appointment with therapist is next week :D:D ) Somehow I have always known this about myself, since i was like 7, but never did anything about it, until now. Last week I finally brokedown and told my girlfriend that I have been crossdressing for my whole life but that I need to take the next step forward to be happy with myself. She has been pretty supportive of it, in her own way. I found this website a few days ago and I am really enjoying it so far. I love the chatroom, so you will probably find me in there often :) I find myself really depressed lately and upset over the fact that I should have addressed this issue a LONG time ago...it really hurts that I didn't. I'm glad this website is here for support... cuz I'm gonna need it. It's nice to meet all of you!

*~Jessica~*

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Hi Jessica,

So glad to have you here, come on in and have a seat, Donna Jean always has some hot cocoa and I have a fresh batch of my double chocolate chip cookies.

The food and actually the members lounge are virtual but the warmth and friendships are real.

So glad that you have an appointment with a therapist - great first step.

Welcome to the family!

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Elizabeth K

Welcome Welcome Welcome

I waited a much longer time than you did to address my Gender Dysphoria - there are a bunch of us seriously senior here. At the age you are - my goodness, plenty of time. Please don't be depressed. Regrets? that way lies madness, I always think.

It is wonderful you are going to see a therapist. That is the very first step.

So look around and see what we talk about here. Post some questions, answer some questions. the site is moderated and kept safe. There are some very smart people here. And everyoone is non-judgemenal.

Glad to meet you Jessica Lynn.

Elizabeth Anne

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Guest ~Brenda~

Hi Hon,

It's me bernii, we met on chat!! Hon, it is never too late to transition!! Hon you are still very young (believe me!!) Us older women (I wont disclose names but we all know who we are) wish we could be your age again and started when we too at a very young age knew that we were who we are but did not act on it!!

Crossdressing? yes that is what helped me for the longest time until I realized that crossdressing was only the beginning!

Love you

bernii

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Guest Impossible Princess

Hi Jessica-Lynn

Im Devils Daughter from chat, I think we might have spoken once or twice. they say that patience is a virtue, and I guess that in all respects that is true for anyone considering HRT. Dont rush things, take the time to experience things as they happen, let the changes take their time to shape and change your body but most of all be proud, proud of yourself and proud of what you are accomplishing.

Hope to chat again soon

Impossible Princess

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Guest JessicaLynn
Hi Hon,

It's me bernii, we met on chat!! Hon, it is never too late to transition!! Hon you are still very young (believe me!!) Us older women (I wont disclose names but we all know who we are) wish we could be your age again and started when we too at a very young age knew that we were who we are but did not act on it!!

Crossdressing? yes that is what helped me for the longest time until I realized that crossdressing was only the beginning!

Love you

bernii

Thank you Bernii, you have been really great so far. I'm glad there are people out there that feel the way i do.. it makes the whole thing feel so much easier.

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Guest JessicaLynn
Hi Jessica-Lynn

Im Devils Daughter from chat, I think we might have spoken once or twice. they say that patience is a virtue, and I guess that in all respects that is true for anyone considering HRT. Dont rush things, take the time to experience things as they happen, let the changes take their time to shape and change your body but most of all be proud, proud of yourself and proud of what you are accomplishing.

Hope to chat again soon

Impossible Princess

Thank you for your advice. I will try my best to take things slow... I think thats probably the hardest thing for me right now. I look forward to chatting with you again!

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Guest Ashlee

Hello Jessica,

Welcome to the playground!

I too have been a crossdresser, for almost 40 years now. I'm happy, and OK with that.

You will find, with the help of everyone here, and your therapist (good for you!) where you fit on the spectrum of transgenderness. You may be happy with being a crossdresser or decide that you want to fully transition or somewhere in between.

We are all here to help you!

Its exciting, so taking it slow is hard. Just keep an open mind and do what feels right for you.

{HUGS}

Ashlee

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Hi Jessica-Lynn glad you could join us, i think we talked a bit last night in chat, there were a few Jessica's there so if i didn't we can talk next time.

Congrats on seeing a therapist next week, write down anything you might like to ask them, i know if i don't i forget things.

Don't beat yourself up about you should have done, that's in the past and you can't change it, but the future you can. I too am one of those senior transitioners, started my transition last year at the age of 56 and I'm getting good results, look at my avatar, I met a couple transitioners yesterday one was 24 and you would never guess, so don't think you are starting too late.

HUGS!!

Paula

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Guest Jessica22450

Wow another Jessica I kinda guessed though since i've seen you in the chat reoom, Oh well hope you have fun here on the playground enjoy!

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Guest Gloria13
Hello everyone, my name is Jessica. I am a 21 yr old MTF Transsexual, although I haven't been diagnosed yet. (first appointment with therapist is next week :D:D ) Somehow I have always known this about myself, since i was like 7, but never did anything about it, until now. Last week I finally brokedown and told my girlfriend that I have been crossdressing for my whole life but that I need to take the next step forward to be happy with myself. She has been pretty supportive of it, in her own way. I found this website a few days ago and I am really enjoying it so far. I love the chatroom, so you will probably find me in there often :) I find myself really depressed lately and upset over the fact that I should have addressed this issue a LONG time ago...it really hurts that I didn't. I'm glad this website is here for support... cuz I'm gonna need it. It's nice to meet all of you!

*~Jessica~*

Hi Jessica,

Don't worry, we have all done the gosh why did I wait routine. You will find a lot of support here and a chance to make some good friends. Welcome

Gloria and Diane

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Guest S. Chrissie

Welcome :)

I sort of mistook you for Jenniferlynn in the chatroom last time :lol: Mistake on my part. You probably remember a certain cuddly Sherlyn running around in the chatroom. :rolleyes:

It's never too late to start, and getting a therapist is a very good start.

Hope you enjoy your stay here.

Sherlyn

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Guest Naomi Stardust

hi!

welcome

first of all there is no should,

whats done is done we have to live in the present, i have noticed recently that dreaming about what might have been always makes me more depressed, (sounds so obvious, why didn't i notice that sooner! :P ) so better to look at the steps you can take right now, no matter how small, and also the big steps you have already taken,

you came out to your girlfriend and you made an appointment with a therapist! those are big

i wish i could say the rest is smooth sailing, but than is not the case, even so the first steps are often the hardest, and you got through those alright!

congrats on coming out and finding a therapist

be sure to post a lot!

Naomi

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Guest Dionne

Hi Jessica,

Thanks for coming by. It is sure nice to meet you.

I always like to think baby steps (loved the movie what about Bob). all i can say is search for who you are and once found hold on tight to yourself and never let go. You will have alot more joy in your life.

I am one of those who kept finding myself and pushing me away. it was a very rough road. I have found so much joy in holding on.

I hang out in the chat room alot so hope to see you there.

Hugs,

Dionne

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Guest Laura T.

i just turned 17... like two weeks ago i was in your boat... but moving forward now.... its hard to get passed the regret... i'm still trying... good luck on your path in life! :P

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