Wrong thoughts about being transgender

[Penrose-Pauling]

I have been thinking recently, why do I put up with this? I refuse to live in a limited way. Everything In life makes my gender dysphoria worse, and all I can see is people telling me to just avoid those things. No, I won't limit myself to this pathetic life. If Im not cut out for it thats just how it is. 

[Mmindy]

@Penrose-Pauling

 

You're posting in several threads and while I'm composing a response to one thread, you're starting another somewhere else. I'm an older person here on Transgender Pulse Forums, and it takes me awhile to get things settled where I think/hope they make since. I understand not limiting yourself to a certain life, and gender dysphoria keeps raising it ugly head. Are you able to choose your clothing style and public presentation? I'm still dressing in a very androgynous manor and it really confuses stranger when I meet them out and about. It's mostly all good until I say something and my voice gives me away. I really hope you can find a way to cope. Physical change takes along time. 

 

Hugs,

 

Mindy🐛🏳️‍⚧️🦋

[Penrose-Pauling]

5 minutes ago, Mmindy said:

@Penrose-Pauling

 

You're posting in several threads and while I'm composing a response to one thread, you're starting another somewhere else. I'm an older person here on Transgender Pulse Forums, and it takes me awhile to get things settled where I think/hope they make since. I understand not limiting yourself to a certain life, and gender dysphoria keeps raising it ugly head. Are you able to choose your clothing style and public presentation? I'm still dressing in a very androgynous manor and it really confuses stranger when I meet them out and about. It's mostly all good until I say something and my voice gives me away. I really hope you can find a way to cope. Physical change takes along time. 

 

Hugs,

 

Mindy🐛🏳️‍⚧️🦋

Sorry, I just have so many thoughts right now. I can't get everything straight 

[Mmindy]

2 minutes ago, Penrose-Pauling said:

Sorry, I just have so many thoughts right now.

I know your brain is running on all cylinders right now and understand your multiple postings. I also think it's okay for you to post as many threads and vent differently on each. Think of your postings as distracting rants or venting of stress. I would rather chase you around the forums than not hear from you. We're here to support each other and you're worth it.

 

Hugs,

 

Mindy🐛🏳️‍⚧️🦋

[VickySGV]

@Penrose-Pauling Why don't your start a personal Blog here??  You can jump around there even easier than the actual Forum topics.  That way things will stay together just a little better and still give you what you need to talk about.