nice update of hope

[missyjo]

hello friends

so short version is I told my siblings almost 1 year ago..n it went..poorly. 1 sibling spent months preaching n condemning me to hell (love that irony, I hate you based on God..of course). so I finally shut off communication

.sent lors n blocked, leave me alone n I won't embaress you or teach your grown children what transgender is..laughs..so

.slowly mom kept asking why I don't respond to texts n I told her when my siblings n I disagree I blocked so I would not contact by mistake..she said I should not they want to talk to you

 

recently asked sibling to help me sell mom <supposedly does not know> on why I would miss turkey day <claimed at friends> n started conversation I'll be out of town for Christmas..probably..

 

the good news, is recently got text from sibling saying naybe the 3 of us could talk again privately so we could find some way to stay in each others lives, with some boundaries <not sure what boundaries are needed, but ..>

 

so maybe, maybe we will talk n maybe my siblings will once again speak to me..maybe I won't be so alone..maybe

 

it ain't much, n yes I was asked to show up as a man which hurts..but they said maybe just 1 last time? so maybe it's got a glimmer of hope

 

please think positive for me friends

 

thought I'd share

 

hugs

 

thank you

[Ashley0616]

I’ll be praying for y’all. Just be safe and careful. Sometimes the one that bites the hardest is someone who you know. 

[Vidanjali]

16 minutes ago, missyjo said:

I love that irony, I hate you based on God

 

Yeah... It's sad for them ultimately, but doesn't feel good to hear... 

 

16 minutes ago, missyjo said:

stay in each others lives, with some boundaries <not sure what boundaries are needed, but ..>

 

I hope the boundaries they propose are not all theirs. It may be worth thinking about what boundaries you value before you meet with them. You deserve respect as much as anyone. If their boundaries bind you as an individual, then their motives for suggesting them should be examined. 

 

16 minutes ago, missyjo said:

please think positive for me friends

 

Always, dear. Dealing with family can be one of life's biggest challenges. I pray that for you it will prove most rewarding. 

[missyjo]

thank you dears, I guess I'll listen n tslk..but I'm a girl, accept me or not  nut I'm not genderfluid..nothing wrong but I've never said i was..stopping my life to see mom as a male hurts n sets back my progress each week....we will see..it's more progress than you're scum n going to hell..this is at least fresh input

 

let's hope

 

otherwise, I'm building my world without..oh well..

hugs