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hello , i m sophia , 20 year old mtf , just started to accept this condition and how it have been down there for a while , trying to understand better myself , still have doubts , i dont know really how to present myself so here is something i wrote :

here is the void

of a text i dont know where to begin with

of feeling that are stuck inside my tough

of feeling that hurt me everyday

of feelings that maybe will help me live

i just wish i was a girl

i feel i am so young in my heart

that the world is harming me from everywhere

even from myself

i want to love everyone

not to hate me

being able to be true to me

honest and kind to ther others

strugling with my lie

i cant fight back , just beat me

but u cant kill me , i am there

maybe one day you wont beat me

and just live together

just blend into oneself

it means a girl

that is me .

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Hello Sophia,

Welcome to Laura's, come on inside and sit doawn, I'll get you some of Donna Jean's hot cocoa, it is very soothing and a plate of my fresh baked cookies always seems to help when I am feeling down.

We will not abuse you or call you names here.

You are part of our family now, welcome.

We are very friendly so ask questions and don't be afraid to join in.

Love ya,

Sally

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Guest Donna Jean

Hello, Sophia!

Nice to meet you, Honey....

No, don't be worried here...you are amoung friends.....We don't judge, and you are who and what you say you are!

It's a safe site and we keep the meanies out!

So, enjoy the coco and cookies and just relax with us......OK?

You'll like it here....

***BIGG HUGGS***

Donna Jean

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Guest ~Brenda~

Welcome Sweetie!!!

Welcome to Laura's!!! You are going to find some real answers here hon!!! I know you have questions so ask, ask, ask, and post, post, post!!!

You will find your way and we will help you along your journey!!!

HUGS Sophia

Love Brenda

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Welcome to the family, Sophia. You can be yourself here. Feel free to ask all the questions that you have.

Gennee

:D

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Guest Alyssa Leigh

Hi Sophia

Welcome to the playground everyone is so nice here as you have already meet some of them already, so make yourself at home and look around and ask qusetions when ever you have any.

Alyssa

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Guest jamielynn

Hello Sophia,and welcome I to only this year trying to understand all these feelings I have had and I think that I am in the right place to get the help I need everyone is truely so nice here best wishes Jamie

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Guest LottieZero

Hi Sophia,

welcome to the forums! I've just joined too but I thought I might as well say something. :) Are you French? I've lived in France for a short while, and I know how difficult it can be for transsexuals there, mais tu as un très beau pays, je te jure. La France me manque trop...

Good luck anyway!

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Guest Elizabeth K

here is the void

of a text i dont know where to begin with

of feeling that are stuck inside my tough

of feeling that hurt me everyday

of feelings that maybe will help me live

i just wish i was a girl

i feel i am so young in my heart

that the world is harming me from everywhere

even from myself

i want to love everyone

not to hate me

being able to be true to me

honest and kind to ther others

strugling with my lie

i cant fight back , just beat me

but u cant kill me , i am there

maybe one day you wont beat me

and just live together

just blend into oneself

it means a girl

that is me .

Yes honey - yes - We won't beat you here at Laura's - but we will love all over you!

WELCOME

Lizzy

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